boring pessimism
been doing some drawing lately to get my mind off being in funky sorta funk.. maybe june is just my funk month...
i tried to get it all out in writing but the writing seems stretched, like i am just repeating all of my previous work, and all though it may just be my "style" it feel slike worthless wordsmithing...
the really frustrating thing right now though is that all of this writing and drawing has my hands kinda freaking out.. it makes me wonder if i am gonna be abble to "hack" going to beauty school or not...
any how this was my mopey i don't really like life but don't hate it post...
hopefully the optimism returns and life starts looking sunnier
i tried to get it all out in writing but the writing seems stretched, like i am just repeating all of my previous work, and all though it may just be my "style" it feel slike worthless wordsmithing...
the really frustrating thing right now though is that all of this writing and drawing has my hands kinda freaking out.. it makes me wonder if i am gonna be abble to "hack" going to beauty school or not...
any how this was my mopey i don't really like life but don't hate it post...
hopefully the optimism returns and life starts looking sunnier