im eddie and this is my life
june 26 11:30 pm i found that the life i am living is a lie. as i was working i took out the trash with my freind and co-worker Ron and when we made it to the trash bin outside there was this homeless man who had snuck the hose and was taking a bath by a full trash bin in the middle of the night.......... here i am a consumer whore who shops at abericrombie just because when i was younger i didnt have enough money to buy nice clothes.its time i grow up. i sat for awhile and felt that my life is just incomplete. i lie to my freinds and wont to tell the truth. poeple think that i am this smart kid but its just the opposite. when i took my SAT i told my freind i has made a decent score.....i didnt. my fiends are the biggest inspiration in my life. steve is one of the smartest kids in the school and hanging out with him and hearing about all he has done pushed me to get better grades. my feinds chip and heather have pushed me as well. i feel that this summer is the begining of the rest of my life. when i started working at the mellow mushroom i had developed a cruse u can say. but trying desperatliy for this person to like me i found i didnt deserve her. im sick of being the funny guy not taken seriously. im sick of being a consumer whore. for every person who ever went out of there way to give me a ride home i am gratefuk and sorry u had to do it. to all my freinds who have cared i thank you. for every person ive ever made fun of...im sorry.i dont wont this post to be one of the post to get everyones attention. ive just been keeping this inside and i feel it needs to come out. its funny.......it took a homeless man by a dumpster to change my life.im sure that if you read this post you may see many grammatical errors and i would say something like '' ow yea its late'' but i dont think its because im tired i think its because well....i guess i cant spell good.