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i strongly dislike school. it's boring as all get out. i'm taking two restaurant/food classes. i already know i hate food service from my six days at moes. and one of them should be at least 4 if not 5 credit hours. but it's only 3. fuckin a. i hate my meeting industry class, i know i don't want to do that. accounting is the suck because i'm not a certain someone that enjoys it. even lead is gonna blow this semester. i need a vacation. and a massage. please feel free to contribute.
we hit up ibar a couple more times in the past few weeks. i really enjoy watching my friends pick up girls. i need dancing to be fun again. i even feel like i don't have time to read anymore. i'm a nerd, i really want to read. i need to finish house of leaves. i ordered more of the preacher series tonight.
side note: i just fell out of my computer chair. be sure and keep all the wheels on the ground.
watched several movies. saw underworld 2 with jeremy and beth. watched all the real girls for the second time. man, i love that movie. i like how i've been to the bowling alley the bowling alley seen is shot in. watched audition, a movie directed by the guy blind asian guy who appeared in hostel. also watched suicide club. mmm, asian cinema. land of the dead, word. and then i watched grizzly man. honestly i wouldn't have heard of this movie if richard thompson hadn't done the soundtrack. the movie itself was alright. i'm not sure if i like the director yet or not. it was done tastefully though. treadway seemed like he was nuts, and i'm sure he had to be to live with bears. so terrible how he died. beautiful music.
oh yeah, i'm getting promoted at work and i'm working two nights a week now. fuck. responsibility.
good things are happening with apartment looking with jeremy and beth. now i just need to find out what i'm doing over the summer.
colorgenics: You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.
You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.
i strongly dislike school. it's boring as all get out. i'm taking two restaurant/food classes. i already know i hate food service from my six days at moes. and one of them should be at least 4 if not 5 credit hours. but it's only 3. fuckin a. i hate my meeting industry class, i know i don't want to do that. accounting is the suck because i'm not a certain someone that enjoys it. even lead is gonna blow this semester. i need a vacation. and a massage. please feel free to contribute.
we hit up ibar a couple more times in the past few weeks. i really enjoy watching my friends pick up girls. i need dancing to be fun again. i even feel like i don't have time to read anymore. i'm a nerd, i really want to read. i need to finish house of leaves. i ordered more of the preacher series tonight.
side note: i just fell out of my computer chair. be sure and keep all the wheels on the ground.
watched several movies. saw underworld 2 with jeremy and beth. watched all the real girls for the second time. man, i love that movie. i like how i've been to the bowling alley the bowling alley seen is shot in. watched audition, a movie directed by the guy blind asian guy who appeared in hostel. also watched suicide club. mmm, asian cinema. land of the dead, word. and then i watched grizzly man. honestly i wouldn't have heard of this movie if richard thompson hadn't done the soundtrack. the movie itself was alright. i'm not sure if i like the director yet or not. it was done tastefully though. treadway seemed like he was nuts, and i'm sure he had to be to live with bears. so terrible how he died. beautiful music.
oh yeah, i'm getting promoted at work and i'm working two nights a week now. fuck. responsibility.
good things are happening with apartment looking with jeremy and beth. now i just need to find out what i'm doing over the summer.
colorgenics: You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.
You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.