Everyone's Got A Little Something to HIde
All motevation for school is gone. I'm done with it. I'm so fucking sick of having to worry about papers and work that won't mean a thing in a few months. And what makes it worse is that I know that I would make more money working at Bath and Bodyworks full time and UPS then I will make for years in my major when I graduate. And I'm so fucking sick and tires of this whole student irresponsible crap. I'm ready to be out of the dorm and on my own. Yeah I'm just turned 20, but I"m so over this whole thing. It's such a pile of crap. It just doesn't seem worth it anymore. And I don't enjoy it anymore. I just wish that it wasn't so expected of me to graduate. I mean maybe I'm just burned out and could use a semester off. But I'd be letting so many peope, who have their expectations so high for me, down. And I know I sound like a whiny little girl because there are plenty of people who would love to be in my shoes, but still i'm just so tired of it all.