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missing people and being lonely sucks. i'm so confused. i don't know what i'm doing with my life. everyone around me is getting married and i seem to be the only one struggling and saying wait we're to young. I'm going to be 20 and have the majority of my friends be married. why are people doing this crazyness? and why are my feelings so confused. honestly alone i know what and who i want. but then people confuse me and cloud my mind. i'm not ready for this yet. oh well. and finals suck.