Jul 25, 2005 14:33
Well, I guess the thoughts about Travis that I didn't want to admit were true. I guess he really only did want me for sex...that hurt's just a little. It's ok though...I know I'll meet a guy who will want me for more than that. Anyway, it just hurts cause he said all that stuff like wanting to adopt Trent, and thats exactly why I try not to involve my son in relationships. At least not at the beginning. Deep down, I kinda knew he was full of shit. But oh well...like I said before...I'll keep on truckin'. I will be hurt for a couple days anyway, but I'm strong and can handle it.
So yeah...I talked to Donnie but, that shithead(LOL), didn't crack. Ugh, all he said was, when she knows, you will know. Thats shitty man...lol...but funny too. It's driving me insane not knowing who it is. My friend thinks it's me. But I was like, "Duh, whatever man. Donnie digs Hope, that's who it is." But she still insists it's me. Why would it be me though? Cause if it were me, then he would of told me that the song was for me. And he more than likely would've given me the flowers last night when he bought them...right? I don't know. I do know though, that it's not me. LOL...I'm out gotta go get some stuff for class.
Peace...eRiCa