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I had two tests today. I think I did alright. I don't think I hit either out of the park though. oh well.
THEN... I had my appointment with Dr Brewster aka the evilest phyciatrist in the WORLD.. He conducted my appointment like I was a west point applicant.. "Look me in the eyes... HELLO I'm over here Liz.. STOP staring at the floor! Are you blushing? Don't cry on me Why are you hunched over in a ball?" Taunting me. I left tramatized and then ran to my therapy session with Joanna.. who is nice and doesn't tell me that I need to "rebuild from the ground up"...
Whatever I am ok now. It was just a tad bit scary and nerve racking at first going from soothing chit chatty therapy to having some one yell at me and tell me "I need the courage to stick to this for atleast two years" and that I am "irrational & completely lack all social skills in building relationships with people"
I miss my mom and dad. Hooray for being a homebody. I just like the comfort of home and my parents are rather cool.
I want summer! NOW! IMMEADIATELY! PRONTO!
I miss.. in no particular order.. Courtney, the Antichrist (who I missed seeing over Spring Break), Dino (who I missed seeing over Easter because of my damn NYU account being on & him talking to that), My wife aka Liz, my concubine aka Lauren, Linda who I've seen a lot but is the coolest person in the world, my 5th grade class (who I finally see again this week!), Professor Gordon (parce que Il est tres sexy), my aunties (Aunt Terry & Aunt Maureen esp), Christmas (hehe), my mochasins (RIP sniffles), Fuzzy (my hammy from 5th grade), the "Crew" of sophomore year in highschool & Cottings St, my magnificent "Geek" shirt that attracted the men folk senior year, Mr Milne's AP History class (junior year) & his "Pit of Dispair" speech, Mrs Abramson, Mrs Daneau, being terribly mean with Jocka in Mrs Daneau's class, the Storms, ballet classes, MHS drama club (esp Chris, Ben, Netty, Matt Melly & all the old timers), Mr Murphy and the "constipated elephant" references, the thrill I used to get while wondering around Times Sq, Cape Cod, Chatam Pizza, entire extended family vacays, Family reunions in Maine, playing pool at Goodtimes.. well every one else playing pool.. me cheering, Paddidle in Dave's car with lotsa people (Raye, Linda, Kevin, etc), Liz Phair concert (I want her new cd to come out NOW!!!), Pre show traditions (BABY GOT BACK), football or "grope fest 2000" at Cummings Park, football aka grope fest 2002 at Revere Beach (me and my cow boy boots), Mr Martin's homeroom class in 8th grade (with Dave, Caitlin, Kev & PJ), 7th grade lab partner with Dave, Being confident -feeling sexy, trusting love, restaurant coffee in Little Italy, the old old St Patty's Day Parties (when everyone used to come), Nana, Papa, Aunt Eva, my boyfriend <3, Walnut, the Son (no I don't hate you I've just been really antisocial), annoying Dave with Cal, driving around aimless with Dave, Being wild and pretentious with Linda &v Stormy & Jill, RI (that was A LOT OF FUN), Cheesy family vacays to Toronto, Washington DC & the best one... the "Hall of Fame Tour".. to the soccer, baseball & basketball hall of fames, Mrs Connolly, Jeff Segaloff, Mike my first lover in pre school, the Tempo, living down the hall from Alan, watching Phil shamelessly flirt with Nancy last semester, living on campus, Bon Jovi moshpits, SUMMER.. esp the one right after senior year
Things I want to do this summer: Skinny Dip, Cape Cod, Paddile, shoot lots of pool, strip poker, BOARD GAME NIGHTS.. esp the game we have to sing and dance agian hehe, get a cool job (or alteast one with a clothing discount), go to PA to visit you know who, FLORIDA (hint hint you know who JKJK), idk what else