very restless lately..
I'm restless
so fucking restless lately.
It's like my mind just races and races and does not stop
no stop
no stopping
Where is my mind going?..I don't know. I can't relax. I can't settle.
I can't stop.
Sometimes I think that I am headed into some crazy oblivion.
I cleaned the kitchen today. Did things I haven't done in awhile. I took things out and swept and wiped down the oven and scrubbed.. scrubbed, scrubbed.
Nothing can hold my interest. I am getting bored with EVERYTHING. Michael talks to me about one thing and my response will be a statement or a question about something entirely not related.
It's 854pm and I know at some point tonight I am going to scrub the kitchen floor.
All I can think of is the mess in this house right now. I know where every mess is and everything is really getting to me....but I can't muster the energy to clean the house from top to bottom.
So restless yet I have no energy.
Weird huh?
I think I am starting to feel a little crazed because there is no one that we can really go out with right now. Three groups of friends we haven't talked to in about a month.... that's an entirely different story I will divulge soon. Can't hold my interest to do it now.
so fucking restless lately.
It's like my mind just races and races and does not stop
no stop
no stopping
Where is my mind going?..I don't know. I can't relax. I can't settle.
I can't stop.
Sometimes I think that I am headed into some crazy oblivion.
I cleaned the kitchen today. Did things I haven't done in awhile. I took things out and swept and wiped down the oven and scrubbed.. scrubbed, scrubbed.
Nothing can hold my interest. I am getting bored with EVERYTHING. Michael talks to me about one thing and my response will be a statement or a question about something entirely not related.
It's 854pm and I know at some point tonight I am going to scrub the kitchen floor.
All I can think of is the mess in this house right now. I know where every mess is and everything is really getting to me....but I can't muster the energy to clean the house from top to bottom.
So restless yet I have no energy.
Weird huh?
I think I am starting to feel a little crazed because there is no one that we can really go out with right now. Three groups of friends we haven't talked to in about a month.... that's an entirely different story I will divulge soon. Can't hold my interest to do it now.