oh dear... i think i'm half way back? :D
through school, a slightly busy summer, losing some of my fics when my harddrive crashed and somehow losing my creative muse on the way.... i managed to write two drabbles to try and get my skills back XD
still working on re-creating chapter 3 of Voice, but i assure you, you will get it <3
anyways, hope you all have been doing well and here's some drabbles to enjoy~ ^__^
Lights
ohmiya; angst; attempted suicide; PGish?
The blade glided across the skin, reopening the vertical scar from many times before. He leaned back against the bathtub, eyes half closed in the pleasure of the dull, stinging pain. He raised the blade to his face, watching the red liquid drip from the tip and smiling in amusement before draping his arm over the bathtub. The blade hit the tile with a soft clatter that echoed throughout the bathroom.
Nino watched his arm in silence, the rivers of blood staining the white marble and soaking into his clothes. The light on the ceiling was blurring into familiar swirls now, blending into the shadows and creating shapes that were long forgotten.
The pulse in his ears was strong, a slowing drum that he wanted to stop. Everything around him was fading now, until a shadow appeared, hovering over him. A soft and cool hand brushed across his forehead, touched his cheek and stilled at his jaw.
“Kazunari...” the shadow whispered in a tone that was all too familiar with the broken sight. Nino sighed as he felt the hands take his wrist and press something onto it. He raised his lazy and unfocused eyes to the shadow and smiled.
“Satoshi.” Nino breathed, watching the shadow’s face switch from clear to blurred. Satoshi was tired, Nino could see it in his eyes. The other man was on the phone now, talking to the emergency staff in a calm and trained voice. Then, the clatter of the phone dropping to the tile and Satoshi’s arms lifting him out of the tub. Nino felt himself being gathered in his arms, the breath of the other man warm against his cheek.
“One day, I won’t be here to save you.” the voice said, adjusting his strong hold on the towel that was stopping the river of blood. Nino lolled his head into the man’s neck and breathed deeply.
“No need to be saved if you aren’t here.” Nino whispered as the tears of reality, and the truth, dripped down his cheeks.
Sleepy Days
ohmiya; fluff, no plot at all XD; PG; tease of sex *nods*
also, this is dedicated to my puppy, my love, my Toshi<3 cuz we should have a sleepy day one day.... without sex. or with sex. your call *nods* XD
Ohno reached out a hand and swatted at the beeping coming from the opposite side of the bed. His arm, being heavy from sleep, quickly fell and landed into a familiar lap.
“Kazu…” Ohno whined from the depths of his pillow, lifting his head just an inch to see. When Nino didn’t respond, Ohno scowled and dropped his head back into the pillow with a groan.
“Kazu.” Ohno said louder and possibly a little more annoyed. Finally an answer came after a moment of game play music and a sigh.
“What, Oh-chan.” the response was typical, but the sharpness of Nino’s voice made Ohno frown into his pillow.
“Turn it off and sleep. It’s annoying.”
“You’re annoying…” Nino sighed, resuming his game and shifting around on the bed so the sheets exposed Ohno’s legs. Giving a muffled groan, Ohno kicked his feet around in search of the sheet, finally grabbing it and pulling it all to his side. Knowing that Nino couldn’t stand cold for very long, Ohno held the sheets tightly to himself so Nino couldn’t grab them away.
“It’s almost four…” Ohno yawned. Nino hummed in reply and continued playing.
Ohno doesn’t remember falling asleep, but he does remember waking up when an ice cold Nino tried to wiggle his way into the sheets. Being more than half asleep, Ohno forgot about his grudge and held up the sheets for Nino to climb under. He jumped in shock when Nino attached himself to his side, forcing his frozen feet between Ohno’s legs for warmth.
“Payback for taking the blankets.” Nino snickered, pressing his lips under Ohno’s ear. Ohno mumbled something in reply before slipping back into sleep.
The next time Ohno wakes up, the light from the dawn is streaming through the curtains and the world is still silent. Somehow during the night, Ohno had rolled onto his back and Nino had moved to sleeping on half of Ohno’s body. The older man, not wanting to move, slowly shifted under Nino’s weight and fell back to sleep with ease.
It only feels like seconds that he’s been asleep when Ohno feels soft brushes on his eye brows and nose. He crinkles his nose and hears soft laughing above him. Slowly opening his eyes, he’s met with a smirking Nino and a still dim room, thanks to the curtains blocking out the afternoon sun.
“You were whining in your sleep. It was cute.” Nino says gently, this time poking at the man’s lower lip. Ohno laughs softly and stretches before curling up into Nino’s chest.
“Had a dream of your damn game.” he grumbled, tucking his nose under Nino’s chin as Nino laid down again and tangled himself with Ohno’s limbs.
“Oh-chan, don’t be dramatic.” Nino said, kissing the top of Ohno’s head. Ohno pouted and nipped at Nino’s neck, making the younger squirm and whine until Ohno finally was able to pin him down under him. Ohno pecked Nino’s nose softly and freed his wrists. Nino bit his bottom lip shyly as he ran his fingers through Ohno’s messy hair and blushed slightly.
“It’s almost two, you know.” Nino almost whispered, both of their sleepy eyes locked onto each other’s. Ohno leaned down and kissed Nino softly before rolling off of him, but still keeping Nino close.
“Did you have anything planned?” Ohno asked. Nino shook his head and nuzzled into Ohno.
“No… I want to stay like this.” Nino said sheepishly, playing with his tanktop hem. Ohno smiled, pulled Nino closer and closed his eyes.
“All day?” Ohno whispered, feeling Nino nod against his chest. He drew little circles and letters on Nino’s arm for a few moments, then sighed.
“I should probably go pee then… and get us something to eat.” Nino groaned at Ohno’s statement, untangled himself from the warmer body and pushed him out of bed with his feet. Ohno sleepily tottered across the room, promising Nino he’d be back and hearing the younger man grumble from his place deep under the sheets.
Ohno came back almost ten minutes later, carrying two cups of instant ramen and two bottles of water. Pausing at the edge of bed and seeing Nino snoring soundly, Ohno smiled in admiration and then tossed the bottles of water onto the bed. Nino groaned and lifted himself up, staring at the bottles that rolled off his lap and then to Ohno, who was climbing into bed after setting the food on the bedside table.
“Instant ramen and bottled water in bed? Oh-chan… you’re too romantic.” Nino said groggily, accepting ramen with a wrinkle of disgust on his nose. Ohno paused from eating and watched Nino stir his ramen slowly.
“Just eat it, Kazu.” Ohno said sternly, meeting Nino’s eyes when he looked up. Ohno and Nino stared each other down for only a moment before a smile cracked on both of their faces and Nino leaned over and kissed Ohno’s cheek.
“I love you.” Nino said as he lifted noodles from the cup and blew the steam from them. Ohno didn’t look up from his cup as he piled noodles in his mouth.
“Love you too.” he managed to say around the food.
Once the two empty cups and half drunken bottles sat on the bedside table, the two began their lazy day once again, cuddled up next to each other under the blankets. With no DS to play, as Nino promised Ohno he wouldn’t play, Nino took to playing with Ohno’s fingers, bending them and measuring them against his own. Ohno watched Nino, tracing patterns up and down the younger man’s arms and neck, purposely trailing over his ticklish spots to make Nino shiver and laugh softly. The rest of the day went the same, with naps in between and even more cuddling.
“Ahh… the sunset.” Ohno stated lazily, sitting against the headboard with Nino draped half on him, his head under Ohno’s chin. He craned his head back to see the orange and yellow glow through the curtain, mumbled in acknowledgement and settled against Ohno again.
“Sunsets are the end of the day.” Nino sighed, hugging Ohno’s waist closer. Ohno knew the solemn tone, the tone Nino tried hard to hide. Ohno ran his fingernails up and down Nino’s back, burying his nose into his dark hair and closing his eyes.
“We have all night. We’ll probably be up all night…” Ohno said softly, feeling Nino purr in agreement and then sitting up, bringing the two face to face. The younger man’s lips curled up and he swiftly placed himself in Ohno’s lap, draping his arms over his firm shoulders and dropping their foreheads together. Ohno knew what was coming next. He moved his arms down to Nino’s waist, his hands resting casually against his butt.
“Are you rested up, Oh-chan?” Nino whispered, not moving his gaze one inch from Ohno’s hazy eyes and his content, lazy, half smile. Ohno nodded and lifted his head to finally meet Nino’s ready lips.
“Good.”
<3 <3 <3
still working on re-creating chapter 3 of Voice, but i assure you, you will get it <3
anyways, hope you all have been doing well and here's some drabbles to enjoy~ ^__^
Lights
ohmiya; angst; attempted suicide; PGish?
The blade glided across the skin, reopening the vertical scar from many times before. He leaned back against the bathtub, eyes half closed in the pleasure of the dull, stinging pain. He raised the blade to his face, watching the red liquid drip from the tip and smiling in amusement before draping his arm over the bathtub. The blade hit the tile with a soft clatter that echoed throughout the bathroom.
Nino watched his arm in silence, the rivers of blood staining the white marble and soaking into his clothes. The light on the ceiling was blurring into familiar swirls now, blending into the shadows and creating shapes that were long forgotten.
The pulse in his ears was strong, a slowing drum that he wanted to stop. Everything around him was fading now, until a shadow appeared, hovering over him. A soft and cool hand brushed across his forehead, touched his cheek and stilled at his jaw.
“Kazunari...” the shadow whispered in a tone that was all too familiar with the broken sight. Nino sighed as he felt the hands take his wrist and press something onto it. He raised his lazy and unfocused eyes to the shadow and smiled.
“Satoshi.” Nino breathed, watching the shadow’s face switch from clear to blurred. Satoshi was tired, Nino could see it in his eyes. The other man was on the phone now, talking to the emergency staff in a calm and trained voice. Then, the clatter of the phone dropping to the tile and Satoshi’s arms lifting him out of the tub. Nino felt himself being gathered in his arms, the breath of the other man warm against his cheek.
“One day, I won’t be here to save you.” the voice said, adjusting his strong hold on the towel that was stopping the river of blood. Nino lolled his head into the man’s neck and breathed deeply.
“No need to be saved if you aren’t here.” Nino whispered as the tears of reality, and the truth, dripped down his cheeks.
Sleepy Days
ohmiya; fluff, no plot at all XD; PG; tease of sex *nods*
also, this is dedicated to my puppy, my love, my Toshi<3 cuz we should have a sleepy day one day.... without sex. or with sex. your call *nods* XD
Ohno reached out a hand and swatted at the beeping coming from the opposite side of the bed. His arm, being heavy from sleep, quickly fell and landed into a familiar lap.
“Kazu…” Ohno whined from the depths of his pillow, lifting his head just an inch to see. When Nino didn’t respond, Ohno scowled and dropped his head back into the pillow with a groan.
“Kazu.” Ohno said louder and possibly a little more annoyed. Finally an answer came after a moment of game play music and a sigh.
“What, Oh-chan.” the response was typical, but the sharpness of Nino’s voice made Ohno frown into his pillow.
“Turn it off and sleep. It’s annoying.”
“You’re annoying…” Nino sighed, resuming his game and shifting around on the bed so the sheets exposed Ohno’s legs. Giving a muffled groan, Ohno kicked his feet around in search of the sheet, finally grabbing it and pulling it all to his side. Knowing that Nino couldn’t stand cold for very long, Ohno held the sheets tightly to himself so Nino couldn’t grab them away.
“It’s almost four…” Ohno yawned. Nino hummed in reply and continued playing.
Ohno doesn’t remember falling asleep, but he does remember waking up when an ice cold Nino tried to wiggle his way into the sheets. Being more than half asleep, Ohno forgot about his grudge and held up the sheets for Nino to climb under. He jumped in shock when Nino attached himself to his side, forcing his frozen feet between Ohno’s legs for warmth.
“Payback for taking the blankets.” Nino snickered, pressing his lips under Ohno’s ear. Ohno mumbled something in reply before slipping back into sleep.
The next time Ohno wakes up, the light from the dawn is streaming through the curtains and the world is still silent. Somehow during the night, Ohno had rolled onto his back and Nino had moved to sleeping on half of Ohno’s body. The older man, not wanting to move, slowly shifted under Nino’s weight and fell back to sleep with ease.
It only feels like seconds that he’s been asleep when Ohno feels soft brushes on his eye brows and nose. He crinkles his nose and hears soft laughing above him. Slowly opening his eyes, he’s met with a smirking Nino and a still dim room, thanks to the curtains blocking out the afternoon sun.
“You were whining in your sleep. It was cute.” Nino says gently, this time poking at the man’s lower lip. Ohno laughs softly and stretches before curling up into Nino’s chest.
“Had a dream of your damn game.” he grumbled, tucking his nose under Nino’s chin as Nino laid down again and tangled himself with Ohno’s limbs.
“Oh-chan, don’t be dramatic.” Nino said, kissing the top of Ohno’s head. Ohno pouted and nipped at Nino’s neck, making the younger squirm and whine until Ohno finally was able to pin him down under him. Ohno pecked Nino’s nose softly and freed his wrists. Nino bit his bottom lip shyly as he ran his fingers through Ohno’s messy hair and blushed slightly.
“It’s almost two, you know.” Nino almost whispered, both of their sleepy eyes locked onto each other’s. Ohno leaned down and kissed Nino softly before rolling off of him, but still keeping Nino close.
“Did you have anything planned?” Ohno asked. Nino shook his head and nuzzled into Ohno.
“No… I want to stay like this.” Nino said sheepishly, playing with his tanktop hem. Ohno smiled, pulled Nino closer and closed his eyes.
“All day?” Ohno whispered, feeling Nino nod against his chest. He drew little circles and letters on Nino’s arm for a few moments, then sighed.
“I should probably go pee then… and get us something to eat.” Nino groaned at Ohno’s statement, untangled himself from the warmer body and pushed him out of bed with his feet. Ohno sleepily tottered across the room, promising Nino he’d be back and hearing the younger man grumble from his place deep under the sheets.
Ohno came back almost ten minutes later, carrying two cups of instant ramen and two bottles of water. Pausing at the edge of bed and seeing Nino snoring soundly, Ohno smiled in admiration and then tossed the bottles of water onto the bed. Nino groaned and lifted himself up, staring at the bottles that rolled off his lap and then to Ohno, who was climbing into bed after setting the food on the bedside table.
“Instant ramen and bottled water in bed? Oh-chan… you’re too romantic.” Nino said groggily, accepting ramen with a wrinkle of disgust on his nose. Ohno paused from eating and watched Nino stir his ramen slowly.
“Just eat it, Kazu.” Ohno said sternly, meeting Nino’s eyes when he looked up. Ohno and Nino stared each other down for only a moment before a smile cracked on both of their faces and Nino leaned over and kissed Ohno’s cheek.
“I love you.” Nino said as he lifted noodles from the cup and blew the steam from them. Ohno didn’t look up from his cup as he piled noodles in his mouth.
“Love you too.” he managed to say around the food.
Once the two empty cups and half drunken bottles sat on the bedside table, the two began their lazy day once again, cuddled up next to each other under the blankets. With no DS to play, as Nino promised Ohno he wouldn’t play, Nino took to playing with Ohno’s fingers, bending them and measuring them against his own. Ohno watched Nino, tracing patterns up and down the younger man’s arms and neck, purposely trailing over his ticklish spots to make Nino shiver and laugh softly. The rest of the day went the same, with naps in between and even more cuddling.
“Ahh… the sunset.” Ohno stated lazily, sitting against the headboard with Nino draped half on him, his head under Ohno’s chin. He craned his head back to see the orange and yellow glow through the curtain, mumbled in acknowledgement and settled against Ohno again.
“Sunsets are the end of the day.” Nino sighed, hugging Ohno’s waist closer. Ohno knew the solemn tone, the tone Nino tried hard to hide. Ohno ran his fingernails up and down Nino’s back, burying his nose into his dark hair and closing his eyes.
“We have all night. We’ll probably be up all night…” Ohno said softly, feeling Nino purr in agreement and then sitting up, bringing the two face to face. The younger man’s lips curled up and he swiftly placed himself in Ohno’s lap, draping his arms over his firm shoulders and dropping their foreheads together. Ohno knew what was coming next. He moved his arms down to Nino’s waist, his hands resting casually against his butt.
“Are you rested up, Oh-chan?” Nino whispered, not moving his gaze one inch from Ohno’s hazy eyes and his content, lazy, half smile. Ohno nodded and lifted his head to finally meet Nino’s ready lips.
“Good.”
<3 <3 <3