mind fucked
so sunday was one of the worst days ever, we fought harder than most times. but sunday night we got over it and half way through the night when no one was looking you told me that you really missed me, you loved me, and you couldn't wait to lay down and sleep with me that night, totally out of the blue and unexpected. those words have seriously fucked with my brain more than i can explain and i haven't heard much else since. then the next morning you asked me to stay over and cuddle all night, but i couldn't because i had school work. so i basically haven't seen you since but why do i feel like i can't give up on you right now? i'm all mixed up. we definitely have a lot of issues, but we definitely love each other more, so what is the deal? what comes next? i'm afraid to move because i don't want to disturb the above feelings, but in all honestly i don't know if any of them has crossed your mind since.