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..only 2 days left of summer vacation. *deep sigh* i gotta say, this vacation sucked. -_-
and how am i supposed to survive in the new school? i think everyone's just going to hate me as much as everyone did in my last school. and i have only visited that fooking school once, how am i supposed to know where to go?... whatever.
you know what i really hate? people who avoid you. and can't say it straight. -__-;
like this one friend i have.. when school was over and the vacation began, we were supposed to be a lot together and go swimming and stuff.. we never did. -__- everytime she just said that she had something else in her mind.. but i nkw it wasn't because of that. she just doesn't like me or something.. and now, as summer is almost over she is whining about how we ver didn't go swimming together.. like it was my fault or something...
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sorry for the angst. it's just really really REALLY annoying. and the fact that it's an early midday here and my dad is already awfully drunk, doesn't really make me feel better.
oh well, another angsty entry from me. T___T;
..only 2 days left of summer vacation. *deep sigh* i gotta say, this vacation sucked. -_-
and how am i supposed to survive in the new school? i think everyone's just going to hate me as much as everyone did in my last school. and i have only visited that fooking school once, how am i supposed to know where to go?... whatever.
you know what i really hate? people who avoid you. and can't say it straight. -__-;
like this one friend i have.. when school was over and the vacation began, we were supposed to be a lot together and go swimming and stuff.. we never did. -__- everytime she just said that she had something else in her mind.. but i nkw it wasn't because of that. she just doesn't like me or something.. and now, as summer is almost over she is whining about how we ver didn't go swimming together.. like it was my fault or something...
...
sorry for the angst. it's just really really REALLY annoying. and the fact that it's an early midday here and my dad is already awfully drunk, doesn't really make me feel better.
oh well, another angsty entry from me. T___T;