I wish you could never leave me again
How selfish does it seem that I always need you by my side. You make me feel strong and sometimes you put the power in me to move on.I need you here night and day, even though it doesnt seem that way some days. I love you more than I even love life its self. I only want you to be happy, I cant stand to see you cry, even if it is sometimes tears of joy. I wish you the best and keep you in my prayers for I am weak when you are weak and you are strong when I cant not be. Its so selfish of me to think this way. I hate not being around you , you brighten up my bad days. I am glad you came home and I wish it could be for some other reason than what was at hand, we'll all move past this hard time. I know we can. I miss you so when you are not near.. tears staind my pillowcases at night when I fear... fear I can not carry on with this life.. When I talk to you , you make everything alright. I love you so and I just wanted you know know.