Thoughts of leaving you behind....
I wish that I could stand up for myself against my friends.. Im so sick of having to defend my every move when self concious/insecure people pass judgment when they really should just stay the hell outta shit sometimes. I hate when people make fun of me for my faults because I dont do shit like that to my friends and I don't make them feel bad about themselves... If anything I try to make them happy and tell them why they are beautiful and my friend.. I just dont get why some people think its ok to constantly put one of their "friends" down and say how bad of a person they are and how much you fucked up their life. When all they do is see the negatives infront of others but alone they'll tell you that you helped them so much then turn their backs and say you have
"problems" Pretty soon Im just going to walk away and leave them to deal with all the fake bullshit that they call their "true friends" who constantly lie to them and make them turn against the ones that are true to them. Its fucked up how you can tell someone that knows what you've been through that you don't like it when they say shit and then they say "oh well I didnt know you felt that way" and then CONTINUE to say the fucked up shit. I will not continue to put up with this shit.. If you think Im crazy and that Im a bad influence on you then leave me the hell alone.. Im tired of trying to be peoples friend when they really dont give a fuck about me and constantly talk about me behind my back... about how many people I've been with and how Im crazy and all that other shit. I know what people say.. Im not fucking stupid and it always gets back to me when you just dont come out and say what the fuck is on your mind instead of implying some stupid shit. Why dont you stop hiding and be who you are... because I know what life is and I know what its worth.I've seen death and bounced back because I love life... what is it worth to you?
"problems" Pretty soon Im just going to walk away and leave them to deal with all the fake bullshit that they call their "true friends" who constantly lie to them and make them turn against the ones that are true to them. Its fucked up how you can tell someone that knows what you've been through that you don't like it when they say shit and then they say "oh well I didnt know you felt that way" and then CONTINUE to say the fucked up shit. I will not continue to put up with this shit.. If you think Im crazy and that Im a bad influence on you then leave me the hell alone.. Im tired of trying to be peoples friend when they really dont give a fuck about me and constantly talk about me behind my back... about how many people I've been with and how Im crazy and all that other shit. I know what people say.. Im not fucking stupid and it always gets back to me when you just dont come out and say what the fuck is on your mind instead of implying some stupid shit. Why dont you stop hiding and be who you are... because I know what life is and I know what its worth.I've seen death and bounced back because I love life... what is it worth to you?