May 24, 2004 22:10
so where to begin...
*this weekend rocked
*this weekend sucked
*i got fucked over more times than i can count on one hand
*i havent slept in my own bed in like 10 days
*jen had a phat ass party
*got to hang out with the coolest kids on earth/got good advice
*realized i have a crush on someone else (shhhhhh......)
*worked more than i should have
*drank less than i should have
*cried for all too long
*made amends with old friends (YAY!!)
*realized that i am getting fat
*still sick
*but i got to cuddle with the cutest/coolest boy in the whole world saturday so it totally makes up for the shitty week/weekend
i need to go to canada...i am having withdrawals...i need to get tanked and dance my ass off til i dont remember my own name and i cant feel my legs!!!!!
and other than that i just need a life....im sick of doin the same thing over and over and over again...i really need a hobby
i think i have an ear infection now....like it went from mono, to just leringitis to a fucking ear infection. what the hell? i'm never going to get better
and i realized this weekend while driving through the fucking typhoon to take drunk asses (nicolas, leah, and jen) to Tizzle Bizzle that i need glasses cause i have HORRIBLE night vision...fuck
anyways, i cant sleep alone...i need someone to cuddle with...i wish there was someone who loved me enough besides leah cause shes at work : (