Jul 14, 2005 18:22
I hate people! I hate people flaking out on plans. I hate people not doing what they say they will. I hate being an afterthought. I hate having to track people down just so that I can force them to admit that they're doing it. If you have to cancel a plan with me fucking tell me yourself...preferably before the time when it was supposed to take place! It just doesn't seem like this should be a difficult concept. Yet it keeps happening to me. Do I just seem like a person that should be stepped on and ignored? Is there a neon sign above my head that says "take advantage of me" or "no, really just blow me off I love it" or something??? Also, am I the only one who has heard of a calendar? You know, the kind of thing you write plans in so that you don't tell more than one person you can do something at a particular time.... Am I being unreasonable?????
I just don't need this. I have enough uncertainty, lack of follow-through and major crappiness at home thank you very much.
My life sucks enough already I don't need anyone's help to make it worse or more unpleasant. All I really want is to get the fuck out of my house and apparently I can't even get that.
I give up. If it's not worth it to people to treat me with respect, consideration and understanding I sure as hell am not going to do it for them. I QUIT!!