correction
ok so all that encouraging stuff i said earlier -- crap. i was really only kidding. things don't get better they just become your new reality and therefore somewhat more reasonable. in health we learned that chronic stress can kill you...and i'd always wondered how i'd die...in fact i think i might get an ulcer seeing as my stomach hurts when i get stressed and upset. as if being stressed and upset didn't suck enough...we should totally throw stomach pain in there too! and how did i get lucky enough to have all of these problems? i was able to give someone like uber-perspective on their life/problems today by just sharing 2 of mine. does that sound good to anyone? anyone?? (bueller???) so yeah i'd like it to stop being my turn now. i'm done. stop the world i want to get off (which i believe is a musical? or i've at least seen the poster in Jerry's). so yeah. life sucks, is short, and then you die. oh and i really think i have an anxiety problem...i broke out in some hardcore OCD behavior tonight...and i had to get out of my chair and pace my room i was fidgeting so badly...not to mention the whole stomach pain thing...
laine i'm sorry i yelled at you and snapped at you...i just really really really hate not being in control over myself and my life. don't be mad.
laine i'm sorry i yelled at you and snapped at you...i just really really really hate not being in control over myself and my life. don't be mad.