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Yeah so I'm sitting here at wheteve time it is contemplating my reality as I feel my heart beat lose all rythem. Kinda disconserting to feel you're heart do that, but I've gotten used to it. I'm very dependant on other people, I don't like that. I want to be able to take the day off from every one and everything. Spent a half hour in my room baring my head phones so I ouldn't hear the world. Most therepudic thing I've don't for myself. I miss Carol. I miss how she made me laugh and made me forget. I miss Justin, only been a few days, but he keeps my mind off of what is stressing me.
Had a great idea for a short story, started work on that. Family came up to celebrate today mine and my little bro's b-days. It was nice. My aunt gave me a beautiful dress. My grandpa has decided I'm not allowed to go out in public in it with out a body gaurd (Justin don't worry you count).
Had a great idea for a short story, started work on that. Family came up to celebrate today mine and my little bro's b-days. It was nice. My aunt gave me a beautiful dress. My grandpa has decided I'm not allowed to go out in public in it with out a body gaurd (Justin don't worry you count).