lonely
yes i know i've finally updated my lj. well it's not going to be a very uplifting entry. rick's away on his cruise for 8 days, which to some people doesn't seem like a very long time, but for us, it's an eternity. i mean we've spent every day together for 9 months. it was very hard for me to say goodbye this morning but we somehow got through it. now i can't help but think about him every second of the day. it's not getting me depressed, i'm just awaiting his return. we wrote eachother a note before we left so if we get lonely, we can read it. i read it tonight and it did upset me a little bit but in the end, it did help. i know that the week should go by quickly considering i'm at work and then when i get home i go to their house check on it. i'm taking care of their dog daisy, their 2 cats and sam's fish. daisy is surprisingly staying at my house which cuts down my visits to their house once a day rather than 3 times a day. she's sleeping on her pillow right now. it makes me wish we could get a dog again. she seems to be adjusting pretty well at our house. she's really getting a lot of attention here b/c my parents are also remembering what it is like to have a dog again. i can't sleep right now b/c rick's on my mind. this really sux....well not much to say but our 9 month anniversary is coming up. well hopefully this week will fly by. ok that's my "big" update....later.