Moving On
I have now understood how twisted Cédric's view of the situation is. Don't want to explain fully, but:
1. He accuses me of blackmailing him
2. He thinks that I was TRYING to have a baby with him. And even more that I was trying to have a baby with him when he didn't want it.
Ok well. So he is not on the same plane as me. Our logical systems work differently. He defines things like "love" "family" and "spirituality" differently that I do. I am not in love with him anymore. I consider him in the same light as Dave and Jameson.
Opening new doors, I met Sylvio last Monday. Italian, 33, Particle Physicist at CERN. We hit it off great. I am hoping to hear from him soon as he gets back from visiting his fam in Rome today.
Saw Luc last night. He is such a sweety-pie. So boyish. I gave him advice on women. I gave him lessons on being passionate. We decided that we will try to meet in places like restaurants as, although we communicate well and have a natural tendancy to do sexual things together, we mutually feel that each is not The One for the other to have kids with. Being with Luc though has opened my eyes to something very important to me. In a partner I need someone that can view spirituality in the same way as I can. Luc's spirituality is based primarily in faith in the church. And although I feel very strongly about being baptized a Catholic, my spirituality is based more in Science.
I have been told by a Francophone that I am *almost* bilingual.
1. He accuses me of blackmailing him
2. He thinks that I was TRYING to have a baby with him. And even more that I was trying to have a baby with him when he didn't want it.
Ok well. So he is not on the same plane as me. Our logical systems work differently. He defines things like "love" "family" and "spirituality" differently that I do. I am not in love with him anymore. I consider him in the same light as Dave and Jameson.
Opening new doors, I met Sylvio last Monday. Italian, 33, Particle Physicist at CERN. We hit it off great. I am hoping to hear from him soon as he gets back from visiting his fam in Rome today.
Saw Luc last night. He is such a sweety-pie. So boyish. I gave him advice on women. I gave him lessons on being passionate. We decided that we will try to meet in places like restaurants as, although we communicate well and have a natural tendancy to do sexual things together, we mutually feel that each is not The One for the other to have kids with. Being with Luc though has opened my eyes to something very important to me. In a partner I need someone that can view spirituality in the same way as I can. Luc's spirituality is based primarily in faith in the church. And although I feel very strongly about being baptized a Catholic, my spirituality is based more in Science.
I have been told by a Francophone that I am *almost* bilingual.