he can dance with a partner...
so...
im growing up...
the last 10 days with cedric have been better than i had anticipated. he has given me 2.5 times the cost one-way plane ticket that i will be purchasing (just in case the price goes up before i can buy it tomorow). i will be returning the excess when i get there. i leave for geneva on january 18. 20 minutes by bus from cedric's apartment is the base of a mountain that has a peak of 2000 meters. another that is a 20 minute walk is 700 meters.
being with him and his extended family for the past 3 days has left me mentally, physically, spiritually, and emotionally exhausted. i didnt even cry when he left.
while painting her fingernails, cedric's grandmother, joyce, offered me a room in her house.
its no wonder that my nyu rejection is having no effect on me.
I now challenge life to answer this question for me: are human beings designed to be committed to one partner forever?
everything is happening so quickly now. i feel as though i have been propelled into a different bracket of adulthood in the last 10 days. i want to savour every moment, but i am experiencing sensory overload at this point in time. it is time to regroup and let mother nature take its course. come january 18th i want to be strong enough to jump into an abyss and freefall with a smile.
happy holidays. and much love.
alix
im growing up...
the last 10 days with cedric have been better than i had anticipated. he has given me 2.5 times the cost one-way plane ticket that i will be purchasing (just in case the price goes up before i can buy it tomorow). i will be returning the excess when i get there. i leave for geneva on january 18. 20 minutes by bus from cedric's apartment is the base of a mountain that has a peak of 2000 meters. another that is a 20 minute walk is 700 meters.
being with him and his extended family for the past 3 days has left me mentally, physically, spiritually, and emotionally exhausted. i didnt even cry when he left.
while painting her fingernails, cedric's grandmother, joyce, offered me a room in her house.
its no wonder that my nyu rejection is having no effect on me.
I now challenge life to answer this question for me: are human beings designed to be committed to one partner forever?
everything is happening so quickly now. i feel as though i have been propelled into a different bracket of adulthood in the last 10 days. i want to savour every moment, but i am experiencing sensory overload at this point in time. it is time to regroup and let mother nature take its course. come january 18th i want to be strong enough to jump into an abyss and freefall with a smile.
happy holidays. and much love.
alix