Sep 07, 2005 23:12
as of right now john beafore is no longer that guy that will try to help with ur problems im fucking done
i cant stand being nice to everyone that i come in contact with i listen to all there shit i try to help them with there problems and i get nothing in return. the phrase what goes around comes around doesnt work when ur being nice to people
i cant stand people anymore, i cant stand how this world works i cant stand how people think
i try to help people with shit all the time ,people im not even that good of freinds with i will help and yet i get called an asshole for the 5 mins i cant be all happy go lucky FUCK THAT
im sick of u fucking people that cant take fucking jokes and hate people that u dont even know and then when they try to help somene u know u call them an asshole and a cold hearted bastard.. Well u know what FUCK OFF U FUCKING CUNT im so sick of all this bullshit i feel like a goddamn ticking timebomb and im so close to exploding its not even funny
im sick and tired of helping people get over people they dont liek and helping people grow the balls to do something in a fucked up relationship
if ur boyfreind doesnt like u its ur fault if ur girlfreind doesnt like u its ur fault if u like someone and they dont like u too fucking bad if ur relative dies o well people fucking die get over it....i do and i dont waist minutes out of somene elses life for shit that doesnt involve them if ur pet is dieng that means ur a fucked up owner and its ur fault
im sorry but people are just too fucked up for me to handle any more.. the way some people think blows my fucking mind sometimes
the things people do even when they know whats right and people tell them whats right kills me
the things people say drives me nuts
and the decisions people make even when the good thing is right in front of them kills me
some people are smart and know whats up the rest are fucked
i dont know why i wrote all of this noone gives 2 shits about anything thats wrong with me
it must have been the fact that i had no other way of sayign this
so if ive offended anyone with this post good fuck you