Mar 10, 2005 23:04
I tried updating twice last night, so in honor of the depressing event I will have a moment of silence. This will be a relativley short post. I felt odd again today, on the verge of tears. I, in fact, did shed a few in fifth period. No one seemed to care. I hold a vast amount of self pity and self hatred for my weakness right now. Last time I felt this way someone was on the border line of suicide. Let's not make this momentary depression into some psychic ability. I don't think I'd care to be more abnormal than I already am. I'll get through it. Thank you, Serj, Ceci, for sticking by me and pestering me until I smiled. It means a lot.