2006.....
yes here it is, my first entry of the new year.. i think anyway, cant remember the last time i updated, i tend to forget when i'm at home. It's being with you lovely people, makes me warm and fuzzy inside.. and cos life is so damn easy at home. But I'm back at uni now, and i'm determined to make the best of it. To be honest didnt wana go back cos i have exams this week and I just wasnt ready to leave home. I've realised how much I've enjoyed this holiday and going back home. I dont think I take my friends for granted now, maybe I used to but now I appreciate how lucky I am to be close to my friends at home, cos a lot of my uni friends arent. Some of them were at home for less than a week! I think thats weird, but maybe we're all just special. aaahhh
So 2006... hmm.. I wana say its gona be a really wicked year. I can hope that it is. Feeling quite positive about it, because of the luckiness described above. I have great friends and parents and sister, who I get on so much better with now we're both older. 2005 wasa mixed year for my love life, it started off pretty well and went rather downhill by june.(sorry matt, apart from you, obviously) But still, you cant have everything can you. Lifes not always like movies make out its gona be, and i spend too much time watching fiction. So this year, I
1. will not get depressed about boys, and look for someone worthwhile instead of the sort of person i usually like - will try to be less shallow and stop going for the popular ones who dont want a relationship.
2. will be nicer to all my friends
3. will drink more water. i really hate the stuff but ppl say its actually quite important and i dont want 2006 to be the year of kidney failure
4. will get more sleep.. go to bed earlier and therefore wake up earlier (hmm its a good start isnt it.. alreaady nearly 1, i was gona go to bed 2 hours ago. i've got exams to revise for)
5. will start my post xmas diet, i look pregnant at the minute, its not a good look.(especailly on someone this short. and no, i am not pregnant, that would need a whole new list all to itself. and omg how different would this year be? hahah who'd the father be.... no stop this is too weird). would love to say i'll go to the gym but at £44 a month and baring in mind resolution no.6, i dont think its gona happen. So will just have to cut down on my xmas chocolate. after the exams, until then i'm free to eat shit, its my perogative for being unlucky enough to have exams.
6. will spend less money. that means less shopping, less drinking, and less general wastage. Will think about the fact that the srudent loan isnt actually a little gift from the government to me to encourage me to buy pretty things. It actually has to be paid off, which i tend to forget when i just put everything on my card. Bad me, must try to resist urge to spend money. Or start looking for my millionaire husband who will pay it off for me.
7. will work more. Hmm poss that should have gone nearer the top, its kinda important. But i really do hate working. I was never this lazy at school was I?
Hopefully all these will make me a more improved person, cos hell i'm hardly fit for life. Am certainly crazy (am i likely to accomplish any of those resolutions at all? I'd be so much boring if i wasnt so flawed.. well thats my excuse anyway). New year, same little old me.
So 2006... hmm.. I wana say its gona be a really wicked year. I can hope that it is. Feeling quite positive about it, because of the luckiness described above. I have great friends and parents and sister, who I get on so much better with now we're both older. 2005 wasa mixed year for my love life, it started off pretty well and went rather downhill by june.(sorry matt, apart from you, obviously) But still, you cant have everything can you. Lifes not always like movies make out its gona be, and i spend too much time watching fiction. So this year, I
1. will not get depressed about boys, and look for someone worthwhile instead of the sort of person i usually like - will try to be less shallow and stop going for the popular ones who dont want a relationship.
2. will be nicer to all my friends
3. will drink more water. i really hate the stuff but ppl say its actually quite important and i dont want 2006 to be the year of kidney failure
4. will get more sleep.. go to bed earlier and therefore wake up earlier (hmm its a good start isnt it.. alreaady nearly 1, i was gona go to bed 2 hours ago. i've got exams to revise for)
5. will start my post xmas diet, i look pregnant at the minute, its not a good look.(especailly on someone this short. and no, i am not pregnant, that would need a whole new list all to itself. and omg how different would this year be? hahah who'd the father be.... no stop this is too weird). would love to say i'll go to the gym but at £44 a month and baring in mind resolution no.6, i dont think its gona happen. So will just have to cut down on my xmas chocolate. after the exams, until then i'm free to eat shit, its my perogative for being unlucky enough to have exams.
6. will spend less money. that means less shopping, less drinking, and less general wastage. Will think about the fact that the srudent loan isnt actually a little gift from the government to me to encourage me to buy pretty things. It actually has to be paid off, which i tend to forget when i just put everything on my card. Bad me, must try to resist urge to spend money. Or start looking for my millionaire husband who will pay it off for me.
7. will work more. Hmm poss that should have gone nearer the top, its kinda important. But i really do hate working. I was never this lazy at school was I?
Hopefully all these will make me a more improved person, cos hell i'm hardly fit for life. Am certainly crazy (am i likely to accomplish any of those resolutions at all? I'd be so much boring if i wasnt so flawed.. well thats my excuse anyway). New year, same little old me.