HOMECOMING!!!
hey my peeps,
homecoming was freakin sweet! long story short, i got this college guy named mike from blockbuster to come with me (he's a friend of my friend megan from giant). we went to fuddrucker's before the dance with a group. got to the dance half an hour late. and i actually danced!! every homecoming before this i didn't dance, but since i had a date, i felt compelled to get my groove on. he was A LOT OF FUN!! he was cool with my friends and they were cool with him. after the dance, he started sucking on the helium balloons that they had there. he sounded so funny! after that, we went to see corpse bride (just the two of us in the theater!). it was good (the parts i remember...i was really tired...come on guys, what were you thinking?) so now we're like friends and stuff...it's pretty cool. he's really into family guy, rock music, and has a great sense of humor. and it also helps that he's super cute! but his personality and aura drew me in first before his looks. that was just an added bonus! (wow, this sounds familiar...where have i heard this description of a guy before?!..i wonder...)the only problem is....he has a girlfriend. and apparently, they've been having some problems. and i told mike that i liked him and he told me that he liked me too. we really connected on homecoming night. i know you all are thinking that that's just stupid...two people who don't know each other too well can't like each other that suddenly. but, that's what happened. i don't know, hopefully things will work themselves out. this next month is going to be hellish, yet exciting at the same time....
news flash: i NEED to talk with you people. i already talked with linda on sunday. i had to regroup after that talk, but now i think i can handle another talk. i don't think i can talk to different people on the same day, though. i won't be able to pull myself together....yeah...it's a tear-jerker conversation. when one of you guys are in the mood, give me ring and i'll talk to ya. it's of great importance...i just regret not telling you sooner.
yeah, although homecoming was awesome, it still created a lot of drama in my life. things related to homecoming and things semi related. i feel like i have to prioritize people i love and care about, which is very hard to do. especially since i see people every so often. i hate having to work all the time. it has completely ruined my relationships with people. but, on the other side, i met some really awesome people along the way. it really has been an interesting experience. i would've never guessed 7 months ago that all of this stuff could've EVER happened in my life. i'm learning so many new things, meeting new people, and sorting my life and finding my place in the world. although, what i'm finding is sometimes not what i want.
i don't know...i really need to talk to you people in person. i'm not doing anything before 4pm on tues. as far as i know. so give me a ring when you all are free. i NEED to talk to someone!!! we need to take a very long walk.
homecoming was freakin sweet! long story short, i got this college guy named mike from blockbuster to come with me (he's a friend of my friend megan from giant). we went to fuddrucker's before the dance with a group. got to the dance half an hour late. and i actually danced!! every homecoming before this i didn't dance, but since i had a date, i felt compelled to get my groove on. he was A LOT OF FUN!! he was cool with my friends and they were cool with him. after the dance, he started sucking on the helium balloons that they had there. he sounded so funny! after that, we went to see corpse bride (just the two of us in the theater!). it was good (the parts i remember...i was really tired...come on guys, what were you thinking?) so now we're like friends and stuff...it's pretty cool. he's really into family guy, rock music, and has a great sense of humor. and it also helps that he's super cute! but his personality and aura drew me in first before his looks. that was just an added bonus! (wow, this sounds familiar...where have i heard this description of a guy before?!..i wonder...)the only problem is....he has a girlfriend. and apparently, they've been having some problems. and i told mike that i liked him and he told me that he liked me too. we really connected on homecoming night. i know you all are thinking that that's just stupid...two people who don't know each other too well can't like each other that suddenly. but, that's what happened. i don't know, hopefully things will work themselves out. this next month is going to be hellish, yet exciting at the same time....
news flash: i NEED to talk with you people. i already talked with linda on sunday. i had to regroup after that talk, but now i think i can handle another talk. i don't think i can talk to different people on the same day, though. i won't be able to pull myself together....yeah...it's a tear-jerker conversation. when one of you guys are in the mood, give me ring and i'll talk to ya. it's of great importance...i just regret not telling you sooner.
yeah, although homecoming was awesome, it still created a lot of drama in my life. things related to homecoming and things semi related. i feel like i have to prioritize people i love and care about, which is very hard to do. especially since i see people every so often. i hate having to work all the time. it has completely ruined my relationships with people. but, on the other side, i met some really awesome people along the way. it really has been an interesting experience. i would've never guessed 7 months ago that all of this stuff could've EVER happened in my life. i'm learning so many new things, meeting new people, and sorting my life and finding my place in the world. although, what i'm finding is sometimes not what i want.
i don't know...i really need to talk to you people in person. i'm not doing anything before 4pm on tues. as far as i know. so give me a ring when you all are free. i NEED to talk to someone!!! we need to take a very long walk.