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So last night I stayed up until 3 am watching Third Watch just because. Then I got up at 6 to watch Canada AM because they showed an interview with Billy, Andy and Lij. What was I thinking the entire time? Fucksome Trio with a twist. No my mind is never in the gutter ;) After that was over I crawled back into bed, slept until 12 and have been on the computer ever since.
Listening to the soundtrack from Grace of My Heart and its making me feel very sad. I am thinking I should change it but, meh. I am feeling the need to wallow today. But I have made a decision, after I get home from my holidays, I am making an apponitment with my doctor and not leaving until she does something to help me. I am so tired of feeling like this all the time.
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I think I have figured out what I need to do, but I'm afraid to do it. I guess I don't want my worst fears confirmed. Still feeling very stupid about what has happened, despite the reasurances of various friends and guides. I guess I'll have to get over it.
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Listening to the soundtrack from Grace of My Heart and its making me feel very sad. I am thinking I should change it but, meh. I am feeling the need to wallow today. But I have made a decision, after I get home from my holidays, I am making an apponitment with my doctor and not leaving until she does something to help me. I am so tired of feeling like this all the time.
(begin cryptic post)
I think I have figured out what I need to do, but I'm afraid to do it. I guess I don't want my worst fears confirmed. Still feeling very stupid about what has happened, despite the reasurances of various friends and guides. I guess I'll have to get over it.
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