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i'm gonna update for the sake of a lot of other people have been updating that don't update a lot. update update
so my mom had gastric surgery yesterday, i have been sooo worried about her. but all went well and now she can finally get the boost she needs. my mom wasn't always overweight, which makes me already more doomed than she was--after a loonng battle with my dad's health and a hysterectomy and then thyroid removal it just got the best of her and because it happend relatively quickly it made it all the harder to get it off.
so, here i am, needing to lose at least (least being probably less than least) 20 pounds and eating a bowl of chili (it's my new homemade crock pot chili and it's the shizz)with extra cheese. maybe i can use this as my wake up call. it's just so hard when your roommate/boyfriend loves food just as much as you do AND loves you the way you are. ok so that's not hard, but it's hard for my body image when i take a good look at myself...so ok new subject
my transmission went out. goddamnit i need to be done with south for good (simon, i feel your pain, i've been bounced around the fucking curriculum too...once was my own fault for switching majors- but once wasn't!) this is it assuming i pass everything and get all my shit together. then i can get a new job...or just work the shitty one i have a lot more often and buy a new car! we live incredibly cheap so making the payments shouldn't be too bad--i'm just gonna miss my civic. hopefully with the cheap repairs i got done to it will keep it going for another year, maybe two so i can save up.
buh, i guess the last few weeks have been a little stressful, top that off with the day my car blew up, michael's battery went dead for no apparent reason so NEITHER of us could leave, also resulting in the first time i've ever called in to work.
but, it's all on the up and up. both of our cars are up and running, my mom did great and now i have some needed motivation to get back in shape- i had it going there for a while, holidays you blaspheme of diets!
anyways, i hope everyone else's holiday season is running more smoothly. i'm glad i got all my shopping done online cause i think the going out in public my be the final straw with xmas crowds.
although, for my birthday i went out and had the time of my life, thanks to michael and a very wonderful party jess threw for me! but the mall wasn't ransacked with people that day thank goodness. ok this is long
so my mom had gastric surgery yesterday, i have been sooo worried about her. but all went well and now she can finally get the boost she needs. my mom wasn't always overweight, which makes me already more doomed than she was--after a loonng battle with my dad's health and a hysterectomy and then thyroid removal it just got the best of her and because it happend relatively quickly it made it all the harder to get it off.
so, here i am, needing to lose at least (least being probably less than least) 20 pounds and eating a bowl of chili (it's my new homemade crock pot chili and it's the shizz)with extra cheese. maybe i can use this as my wake up call. it's just so hard when your roommate/boyfriend loves food just as much as you do AND loves you the way you are. ok so that's not hard, but it's hard for my body image when i take a good look at myself...so ok new subject
my transmission went out. goddamnit i need to be done with south for good (simon, i feel your pain, i've been bounced around the fucking curriculum too...once was my own fault for switching majors- but once wasn't!) this is it assuming i pass everything and get all my shit together. then i can get a new job...or just work the shitty one i have a lot more often and buy a new car! we live incredibly cheap so making the payments shouldn't be too bad--i'm just gonna miss my civic. hopefully with the cheap repairs i got done to it will keep it going for another year, maybe two so i can save up.
buh, i guess the last few weeks have been a little stressful, top that off with the day my car blew up, michael's battery went dead for no apparent reason so NEITHER of us could leave, also resulting in the first time i've ever called in to work.
but, it's all on the up and up. both of our cars are up and running, my mom did great and now i have some needed motivation to get back in shape- i had it going there for a while, holidays you blaspheme of diets!
anyways, i hope everyone else's holiday season is running more smoothly. i'm glad i got all my shopping done online cause i think the going out in public my be the final straw with xmas crowds.
although, for my birthday i went out and had the time of my life, thanks to michael and a very wonderful party jess threw for me! but the mall wasn't ransacked with people that day thank goodness. ok this is long