i'm not going to talk about the election
ok maybe just a little.
i'm glad obama won. see, that's it!
i'm taking a break from reading...i have kind of a long day tomorrow, one which now involves cleaning all the dishes michael let pile up during his turn (that's right...there's turns) and then offering me 50$ to do them all. which i accepted lol.
point is-the night before long days i get nervous, and when that happens i don't sleep. it's a vicious cycle
i'm anxious about so many things though, at least it feels that way but when i go to try and organize them all and knock them out...i can't think of what i can do. it's a flighty sentence, i know...articulating haziness is even harder than feeling it.
let's see, for starters...school is always weighing on me, there's just always something that has to be done. but that's pretty tolerable, so that's not at the top. maybe it should be
money, eh, it's ok. always a concern but it's not dismal. i've managed to score a billion groceries while getting netflix and michael got a new laptop and keeping on top of bills and shit. so really, that's not on the list either.
my student loans are kind of bothering me. there. that's it. i guess since i'm getting closer to having to pay those back i'm starting to get worried. it's so small though, like 200 for 5 years or something. or 100 for ten. i guess i can pick depending on how much i want to get raped by interest. still, it's not that much money. just more than i have to spare in a month.
so i guess it is money. then school. then the holidays (which again is money lol) but not so much the presents. i'm fucking crafty, i've been making/painting/sewing my own gifts my whole life. but the time management, getting up there (birmingham, huntsville, wisconsin) getting home, going skiing a week after xmas...i just don't know where i'm gonna get time to smash all that shit together without getting exhausted. bah, it's like, i just need a weekend off to not have plans. but i can't afford a weekend off- unless i save up and then use that weekend to knock out said plans.
so, long convoluted story short. i need to be more productive with my time. save my money. maybe get slightly more healthy so i don't get all frazzled when i have stress like this and in the meantime lean up so i can wear that hot ass dress from soca.
i'm glad obama won. see, that's it!
i'm taking a break from reading...i have kind of a long day tomorrow, one which now involves cleaning all the dishes michael let pile up during his turn (that's right...there's turns) and then offering me 50$ to do them all. which i accepted lol.
point is-the night before long days i get nervous, and when that happens i don't sleep. it's a vicious cycle
i'm anxious about so many things though, at least it feels that way but when i go to try and organize them all and knock them out...i can't think of what i can do. it's a flighty sentence, i know...articulating haziness is even harder than feeling it.
let's see, for starters...school is always weighing on me, there's just always something that has to be done. but that's pretty tolerable, so that's not at the top. maybe it should be
money, eh, it's ok. always a concern but it's not dismal. i've managed to score a billion groceries while getting netflix and michael got a new laptop and keeping on top of bills and shit. so really, that's not on the list either.
my student loans are kind of bothering me. there. that's it. i guess since i'm getting closer to having to pay those back i'm starting to get worried. it's so small though, like 200 for 5 years or something. or 100 for ten. i guess i can pick depending on how much i want to get raped by interest. still, it's not that much money. just more than i have to spare in a month.
so i guess it is money. then school. then the holidays (which again is money lol) but not so much the presents. i'm fucking crafty, i've been making/painting/sewing my own gifts my whole life. but the time management, getting up there (birmingham, huntsville, wisconsin) getting home, going skiing a week after xmas...i just don't know where i'm gonna get time to smash all that shit together without getting exhausted. bah, it's like, i just need a weekend off to not have plans. but i can't afford a weekend off- unless i save up and then use that weekend to knock out said plans.
so, long convoluted story short. i need to be more productive with my time. save my money. maybe get slightly more healthy so i don't get all frazzled when i have stress like this and in the meantime lean up so i can wear that hot ass dress from soca.