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So here I am again. Making a post about something.
I've actually got some pretty good news. Multiple forms of good news. Yay! No depressing or anger journal entry today. Something normal and healthy. Healthy is good.
Well, I guess first I am quite happy that I have already gone through two tests after finally getting to go back to school, and I made A's on both of them. Woot! A 98 on my Mass Communication Theory class and a 94 in my American Literature class. Mother will be happy about both, but I think the second will make her the happiest seeing as she was a literature teacher all her life and she loves American writers.
So that's some happy news.
Also, one of my coworkers may have fixed me up with a guy. An Asian guy who apparently saw some pictures of me and thought I was cute. I might end up going to see him tomorrow night after work. I'm a little scared and overwhelmed. I've never actually had a guy say that about me before. I think I'm scared because I don't know how I should act. I'm 24, and I have never had a boyfriend, been on a date, or really kissed a guy before (because after all, things that happen at the Renaissance Festival don't count, or so I'm told.) I've talked to him on the phone a few times and he seems really sweet. I'm still scared though. Must be that low self esteem that's kicking in. We were talking on the phone just a little bit ago actually. He was pretending to not know what KY jelly was. I'm not really sure how we got on that subject, but whatever. "Like you do..."
My coworker suggested that we go on a double date with her and her boyfriend. Maybe we could do that tomorrow. I don't know. I'm not even sure about what I should wear. Casual? I suppose so. I don't know. I want to look nice, but not unapproachable. I feel like a teenager! That's not supposed to happen now! I'm supposed to be a confident, self-assured 20-something. ><
Does anyone have some suggestions that might help me relax and calm down? Or what I should wear? Does anybody read this thing anymore? Help?
- Hino (Aka, Mary)
I've actually got some pretty good news. Multiple forms of good news. Yay! No depressing or anger journal entry today. Something normal and healthy. Healthy is good.
Well, I guess first I am quite happy that I have already gone through two tests after finally getting to go back to school, and I made A's on both of them. Woot! A 98 on my Mass Communication Theory class and a 94 in my American Literature class. Mother will be happy about both, but I think the second will make her the happiest seeing as she was a literature teacher all her life and she loves American writers.
So that's some happy news.
Also, one of my coworkers may have fixed me up with a guy. An Asian guy who apparently saw some pictures of me and thought I was cute. I might end up going to see him tomorrow night after work. I'm a little scared and overwhelmed. I've never actually had a guy say that about me before. I think I'm scared because I don't know how I should act. I'm 24, and I have never had a boyfriend, been on a date, or really kissed a guy before (because after all, things that happen at the Renaissance Festival don't count, or so I'm told.) I've talked to him on the phone a few times and he seems really sweet. I'm still scared though. Must be that low self esteem that's kicking in. We were talking on the phone just a little bit ago actually. He was pretending to not know what KY jelly was. I'm not really sure how we got on that subject, but whatever. "Like you do..."
My coworker suggested that we go on a double date with her and her boyfriend. Maybe we could do that tomorrow. I don't know. I'm not even sure about what I should wear. Casual? I suppose so. I don't know. I want to look nice, but not unapproachable. I feel like a teenager! That's not supposed to happen now! I'm supposed to be a confident, self-assured 20-something. ><
Does anyone have some suggestions that might help me relax and calm down? Or what I should wear? Does anybody read this thing anymore? Help?
- Hino (Aka, Mary)