woe is me

[hinny08]

so i'm back to the lame life. Felipe left a couple weeks ago, Kym left last week. what's left for me in northern va??? well susan is home for spring break, so i thought i'd update this thing for her since i started it for her. since the day felipe left i've spent all my spare time looking for flights and doing stuff for my trip. i'm pretty discouraged about it, i must say. not sure what God's trying to show me right now. we don't talk much, or atleast that's how it seems to me. he's taking a lot of classes so he goes to bed early and the time difference is crucial. anyway my time with Kym was amazing! i've missed her so much and this week we got to talk about a lot things that have been on our chest. she's the best friend a girl could ask for. i'm on my way to my internship, the thought exhausts me. i talked to my emily key last night!!!!!!!! man do i miss her, but she'll be here in a few weeks, yay! i'm hoping to catch up with ashleyboo this week because i've missed her so much. she's not herself and that's frustrating, but i guess i should just step back and let her find herself. i know her better than she thinks i do and i wish she still trusted me. instead she's moved on to lame fake friends, but what can you do? she'll be back, i have no doubt...just a phase. sally jessie is talking to fernando, super exciting, it's about time she forgets about that crying baby little loser. but i can relate with her, i had one of my own for 2 years. fernando is a great guy even though he thinks i hate him. he dated my friend and he was best friends with my ex. so i've heard of two different sides of him. but i'll pick the better of the two! he'll be good to ashley, just hope she guards her heart and i'll punch him if he's a liar. alright i'm on my way to work....

God is faithful even when i'm not...