Summer 06
People are confusing. im not sure who I really like and who I just have fun with. and how they think of me. Theres a lot of ppl who i like hanging out w/ and dating and all that but they really aren't bf material. and the next guy i commit myself to is gonna have to be everything. he can't be any of what I hated before or I"ll just get annoyed. but i don't see myself finding anyone like that any time soon, so therefore im fine with choosing who i want to talk to when and where :) its not so bad, sometimes I miss having a relationship because then u always know that the one person will be there for you and cuddle with you when u need him, but unless its somebody that I actually want, its not happeneing right now. oh well. senior year is gonna be amazing. i miss tatti and i can't wait till she gets back so we can run this school lol. not really, but I love her and we're gonna have so much fun when she gets back. Erin turned 21 and she doesn't want the bottle of smirnoff she bough for herself, so guess whos getting it. I guess Im pretty content with everything. This summer has a much better turn out than last year. mostly because I have no boyfriend issues and restraining orders and all that. just living life. meeting new ppl .catching up with old friends. I work at jewel again and the job is still lame, but the ppl are fun. i can't deny that I missed them. I don't miss anyone at Jc Penney except for Jan coz she was just the sweetest lady in the world. Im happy . really. :) i love it. i'll be even happier when I find that right person. but im good for now.