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I've been thinking about posting lately, but I just don't know what to say. I should be more of a blog person, I think, but I never really seem to have anything to say. Or at least I don't think that I have anything to say. Nothing that people will want to read.
Anyway, I suppose I've been tired lately. Just so much to do. Work, stress, decisions. It's my senior year and I need to make a decision in less than two weeks as to what I want to do next year. And I don't know. I saw some colleges that I was accepted to over spring break, and I think I might have decided on one, but I still don't know. There are too many things that I still need to think about.
Having to decide what to do for the next four years is so stressful. I kind of wish I didn't have to. I wish I could put off the decision. Just get some rest and stop worrying about testing and moving away next year probably. It would be nice to just put life on pause.
I'm a little excited, but mostly scared. This has been my life for almost eighteen years. Living here, depending on my parents for everything, going to school with the same friends. Going all the way to the east coast where I won't know anyone will be a big change.
Maybe it's a change I have to make. I need to decide by May 1st.
I guess we'll just have to see. I feel like I'm rambling, anyway.
Anyway, I suppose I've been tired lately. Just so much to do. Work, stress, decisions. It's my senior year and I need to make a decision in less than two weeks as to what I want to do next year. And I don't know. I saw some colleges that I was accepted to over spring break, and I think I might have decided on one, but I still don't know. There are too many things that I still need to think about.
Having to decide what to do for the next four years is so stressful. I kind of wish I didn't have to. I wish I could put off the decision. Just get some rest and stop worrying about testing and moving away next year probably. It would be nice to just put life on pause.
I'm a little excited, but mostly scared. This has been my life for almost eighteen years. Living here, depending on my parents for everything, going to school with the same friends. Going all the way to the east coast where I won't know anyone will be a big change.
Maybe it's a change I have to make. I need to decide by May 1st.
I guess we'll just have to see. I feel like I'm rambling, anyway.