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I keep getting that heavy heart feeling, like I have something to feel guilty about. Why? Well, I have no clue really. I keep having these weird flashbacks to everything I've ever said that may have offended or upset someone. Anything I ever did wrong keeps crossing my mind. I've been having trouble sleeping because of it. And I'm not talking recent things. I'm talking everything since sophomore year of high school. Seven years ago. That's a long damn time ago.
I need therapy. And drugs. Lots and lots of prescription drugs. And maybe some alcohol. And a lobotomy, that might be good. And then I need to cut my tongue out so I never say anything stupid again. And I guess I'll have to lock myself in a box as well, just so I can't do anything stupid either. Then I will be cured.
I need therapy. And drugs. Lots and lots of prescription drugs. And maybe some alcohol. And a lobotomy, that might be good. And then I need to cut my tongue out so I never say anything stupid again. And I guess I'll have to lock myself in a box as well, just so I can't do anything stupid either. Then I will be cured.