Jan 10, 2005 02:09
i sit here tonight so happy. there are tears in my eyes, but there good for once. someone who can make someone so happy they get tears of joy. i dont remember ever having that, but it hits me now. i caught myself writing to her again but this time the letter is three times longer then the first. i thought to myself... have i ever written to anyone as in letter form. i think hard and know it would be on my computer. this is the first time ever, she is bringing out the best in me. i still find myself trying to explain how wonderful she is. I get lost in all the different ways she is. I just had trouble typing its that crazy. I can only pray now... things are going well and I get to see her again today. I've been losing my mind all weekend. I can just remember the touch she has. Just everything about her is 100% awesome. Its still in me... all I can think about is how much she rocks. There is no way for me to explain how happy I am right now. Dreaming now until the beautiful girl comes tomorrow. I'm out :P
So fucking happy its infuckingcredible,
Christopher