Why am I always pissed off?
I'm always so pissed off anymore. It's really making me ill. My stomach is always in a knot, and I can never sleep. I really hate life sometimes. All I ever do is cry over Dave now, and I'm sick of it. I hate where my life is right now. I'm stuck in a job where I hate the people so much that I want to constinately stab out their eyes with enevelope openers. And I'm in a relationship where it's good one second, then turns ugly the next. Then my famly problems...on top of everything. I'm so sick of things. I'm sick of hating everyone and everything. I'm sick of not knowing what is going to happen to me. Sometimes I want to die, cause I know at least I won't have to go on living on a rollercoaster. When things are going good, their good...but when they get bad they really bad. I don't want to deal with all of this. I don't deserve being treated like a bad guy or a fucking asshole.