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I feel really weird right now. I have been happy with what my life has been like lately, Even though Moscow is not a place where I want to spend my life, it has been good to me this year. I feel that in my last year I am making deep friends that I actually will stay in touch with when I leave. This has kind of caused me to draw away from my parents, I am hardly ever home and rarely talk to them. It seems like the only time that we talk is when either I want them to do something, or they want me to do something. It is terrible, because they feel that I am being corrupted or something, it is really hard for them to let go of their only son. The irony in that is stark because this year I feel that I have grown in a very positive direction, I am more the person that they want me to be, but they don't see it. I am absolutely in love with God, and have spent more time talking to him and finding out what he wants in my life. The friends that I have have are a very good influence on me, I love ya'll. I don't understand it, but I guess thats just life and I need to keep on living and praying that everything will work out.