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Aug 09, 2005 19:55

easily as you threw me baggage i was not responsible for, easily i dumped it somewhere foreign to others but familiar to me, so it could slowly decompose. i was never really sure of what it would eventually transform into, but i did it anyway. i did it for you. for him. for her. and for what seemed like eternity to me, for everyone but myself. this was the process, renacted over & over. and over.

stupid of me not to figure out what would come of all this. dig deep enough and often enough, and after awhile there are no more holes you can crawl into. im filled up to capacity with YOUR SHIT, time is up. weelll, at least for you.

the truth is bound to come up one way or another. there will always be curious people for the sake of being curious. there will always be reporters trying to find ways to get answers to their 21 questions. and there will always be archaeologist, ready to keep digging and finding bones. in this case, its your skeletons that they will eventually find.. with all the holes you've dug yourself into, its only a given. and as much as you are trying to keep your secrets buried, someones eventually going to catch you. and if you keep running, your feet will inevitably become tired... its gonna come out. its either now or later, but you will be caught. not by me, AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO ASSUME, but by the mere fact that you are a liar. and liars, well they never prosper. didnt know you that?

oh, and i never quite figured out what what happens to the "trash" when its all decomposed. but one thing i learned from this experience is that decomposed or not, transformed or not, dug deep enough or not, its still shit. it will ALWAYS be shit. and even you cant hide that.

sorry. this is mean entry. ill balance it off with a nice one later.
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