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oh livejournal, how ive missed you so yet i still cant find time to sit down and write. or maybe thats all just bull because there are times when i want to write, and i actually sit down and start typing only to delete what ive written. it seems that nowadays lines have becomed so blurred, thoughts only result in more confusion, and words continously become miscontrued. bla bla. either way, life has become a case of ups and downs, and rounds and rounds. a constant changing pace that has no fear of casualties.
summer is great. it has given me time to reunite w/familiar faces that ive been missing. i detest missing people because it makes me feel sad that i cant seem to find time for the people who i value most in this world. how stupid. makes me sorta feel inadequate. its frustrating and makes me feel like i have no excuse because with enough effort, I KNOW there are ways to get around and find loopholes in reunions and gatherings especially for my loved ones. i mean, its natural to miss people because sometimes even effort cant do much when distance or busy schedules are the obstacles but excuses are just merely excuses if rain checks become a consistent saying.. ah but FORTUNATELY, summer has been good to me. now its just finding a balance between groups because no matter what i do, its either im mia or bla bla bla bla.
so. i found out i must take a math class in the summer if i want to double major, so goodbye trip to philippines. helloo summer school. oh well, its okay because i feel so unproductive when im not in school. bad news is that i dont get to see my grandma and my other relatives. ugh. sad. very very sad.
funny how the world works. everything does work on its own plan.
so bitches, happy summer.
stop worrying & talking shit.
its not worth it.
k bye.
summer is great. it has given me time to reunite w/familiar faces that ive been missing. i detest missing people because it makes me feel sad that i cant seem to find time for the people who i value most in this world. how stupid. makes me sorta feel inadequate. its frustrating and makes me feel like i have no excuse because with enough effort, I KNOW there are ways to get around and find loopholes in reunions and gatherings especially for my loved ones. i mean, its natural to miss people because sometimes even effort cant do much when distance or busy schedules are the obstacles but excuses are just merely excuses if rain checks become a consistent saying.. ah but FORTUNATELY, summer has been good to me. now its just finding a balance between groups because no matter what i do, its either im mia or bla bla bla bla.
so. i found out i must take a math class in the summer if i want to double major, so goodbye trip to philippines. helloo summer school. oh well, its okay because i feel so unproductive when im not in school. bad news is that i dont get to see my grandma and my other relatives. ugh. sad. very very sad.
funny how the world works. everything does work on its own plan.
so bitches, happy summer.
stop worrying & talking shit.
its not worth it.
k bye.