ill-feelings yo!
so much goin on. im thinkin that writing on my lj to ease my mind, but im not sure its goin to work cause im feeling quite flustered and confused at the moment. must be all those surprising details thats still getting to me...
today was an interesting day. didnt know people that i was fond of could pull such shady shit. not that i believe it was his/her first intention to be so devious, but the results turned out to pretty shitty. didnt you ever listen to lauryn hill? she says, "consequence is no coincidence." hmm, hopefully for everyones sake, lessons will be learned or this whole ordeal happened in vain..
unfortunately for this situation, there were many casualties who shouldnt have been harmed but they were...eeks. i doubt anyone ever intended for such a negative aftermath, but even when the hole got too deep, you still continuted on digging. maybe its time to finally realize all the wrongdoings. feelings are understandable and i symphathize. but behaviors are controllable, and thats when i dont condone.
eek, but knowing everything.. i know its goin to blow over and people are goin to move on. too bad i knowt oo much and i can never look at u the same. sad. i actually considered u a friend.
itd be easier to just put u in a category and cast you off as another asshole.im not sure i could though. ironically i still have faith in you because believing the worst in people could only cause me harm, so id rather not. instead, im goin to be disappointed & then after a few days shrug it off.. just like i do with everything else and just simply hope the best for you...
cause seriously. thats all i can do now.
today was an interesting day. didnt know people that i was fond of could pull such shady shit. not that i believe it was his/her first intention to be so devious, but the results turned out to pretty shitty. didnt you ever listen to lauryn hill? she says, "consequence is no coincidence." hmm, hopefully for everyones sake, lessons will be learned or this whole ordeal happened in vain..
unfortunately for this situation, there were many casualties who shouldnt have been harmed but they were...eeks. i doubt anyone ever intended for such a negative aftermath, but even when the hole got too deep, you still continuted on digging. maybe its time to finally realize all the wrongdoings. feelings are understandable and i symphathize. but behaviors are controllable, and thats when i dont condone.
eek, but knowing everything.. i know its goin to blow over and people are goin to move on. too bad i knowt oo much and i can never look at u the same. sad. i actually considered u a friend.
itd be easier to just put u in a category and cast you off as another asshole.im not sure i could though. ironically i still have faith in you because believing the worst in people could only cause me harm, so id rather not. instead, im goin to be disappointed & then after a few days shrug it off.. just like i do with everything else and just simply hope the best for you...
cause seriously. thats all i can do now.