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Ok so this entry is gonna get straight to the point. My computer was stolen, my car got dented, things got fucked up with Mal...again. and the first 2 outta 3 of those i had no control over. the third one, well, i had some. and i can't help it too much. i REALLY like the kid. and somehow i know if i keep going with it, i'm gonna get SO hurt, hell i've already let myself get hurt like 3 times by him. oh well.
and the bigger issue at hand...
i know i'm falling back into it. i feel it so much. the little things are making me burst out in tears again. i cry for no reason at random times and i just can't stop. i think there are a lot of factors but i don't know how to fix it again. i didn't really fix it the last time. i just kind of let it go away if that even makes sense. i lost weight and somehow i stopped crying as much. so i thought i was better. guess i was wrong. so how do i fix it now, and where do i go from here?
"the greatest thing in life is to love, and be loved in return."
...but what happens when you're not?
and the bigger issue at hand...
i know i'm falling back into it. i feel it so much. the little things are making me burst out in tears again. i cry for no reason at random times and i just can't stop. i think there are a lot of factors but i don't know how to fix it again. i didn't really fix it the last time. i just kind of let it go away if that even makes sense. i lost weight and somehow i stopped crying as much. so i thought i was better. guess i was wrong. so how do i fix it now, and where do i go from here?
"the greatest thing in life is to love, and be loved in return."
...but what happens when you're not?