crazy
I never know what to write in these things, I guess I am not a very interesting person, becasue all i ever do is sleep. I really love to sleep, i could sleep all day, sometimes I try to. I feel like I am going to be sick right now, I feel dizzy and sick to my stomach, I should be used to that i guess, but I really hate that I am used to that, but thats my choice I guess. I wish I cold have seen jon tonight, but he was being a good kid and did his homework. He is a really good guy and cares about school, i guess I dont care as much, which I probably should. Last night was strange, I just was not myself, I felt uneasy and pissed off for no reason. We watched the Pianist, what a good movie, it scared me that I knew it was real. I forgot about big/lil today, i felt bad. I have to get ready for greek week, i'm playing football. That should be fun. Wait I dont play football, maybe I should practice. I just realized that no one really wants to hear or read about what I am saying right now, but it feels good to just get it out of my mind. Maybe I will sleep tonight, I know I will becasue I am a jerk and took 2 pills. Who would have thought that I would be that girl? I hope everyone has a wonderfull sleep full of sweet dreams , goodnight.