+D'espairsRay+
*takes a deep breathe* where to start...
(terrible language ahead, my english is almost as dead as my finnish)
about the queuing, i felt so sorry that i was at fault for dragging everyone there that early (around 9 am on sunday, though some idiots had went there on friday <.<''), but i have to say that despite the cold weather and wind i had fun. though i realized some things that i hadn't ever noticed before *smiles*
when we were supposed to get into tavastia the staff members told us to form a line. you can only imagine how difficult it was. lots of pushing and pulling, queue jumping and angry faces. i was pushed to the side of the building and i was there so tight i couldn't move, at all *laughs* thus i sort of queue jumped accidentally and lost all my friends and was a little sad because of that. (_baa_'s lj-friend karmik [at least i think it was her] stood next to me. she was nicer the i had thought and not as scary as i thought she'd be *smiles*)
as i got in, we had to leave everything in the (narikka?) and i took only a little money with me so that i could buy the shirt. i did buy it (and i love it so much) but i couldn't put it with my other stuff so i had to have it with me on the gig and i was so afraid something would happen to it, but luckily nothing did ^.^
then my friends got in and we started to wait for the gig to start. i was so exited! the crowd was very tight even before they had even entered the stage but you can only imagine how it was as the band came out xD i was most of the time in the third or fourth row and it was good enough for me. i saw everything (i'm a very tall girl) and heard everything.
zero came to the stage all cool and smexy and managed to push the mic stand over as he walked past it. we got to see his smile due to that *laughs* so, i'm glad he was a little clumsy~ tsukasa was super hawt but that goes without saying, hizumi looked amazing and karyu less scary than in the scans and videos i'd seen (= a good thing)
as they started to play the atmosphere rose to the roof (at least from my part). i didn't care about all the hair brushing my face and all the girls stepping on my toes, all i cared about was the band and the music. actually one thing irritated me a little: the crowd was arguing. i said a couple of times to the girls near me that if they are very uncomfortable where they are, maybe they should go a little further away from the stage and that they should try to enjoy the music and concentrate on it. they looked at me like "WTF? go to hell, you freak D< we're here to argue" *laughs*
i got a little scared every time i got carried near to the first row by the flow of the crowd. i didn't want to go there because of the pressure and i guess everyone knows this but some of d'espairsray's fans are the most fanatic fans ever ---> i don't wish to die.
all in all it was a very satisfying gig. they played amazingly and were everything i wanted them to be (could i be any more selfish .D) after the gig i saw pavla ♥ and i got zero's setlist *smiles* and i bought their cd. i had decided to buy it from anttila, but it was cheaper at the gig so i bought it from there and i'm glad i did, 'cause i couldn't have waited 'till i got to the shop on the following day. i had such a strong urge to listen to their album and to have a cold beer *laughs* and that's what i did as soon as we got to my place.
the gig was better than i ever imagined.
edit:
here it is:
it's zero's setlist (it says so on the back side ^^') or actually a part of it.. they did play more than seven songs xD oh... and gotta add this: i petted zero's hair *fangirl moment*