phee~
i came from the exam a while ago. it went as expected: not well. i wish i'd somehow miraculously passed it ^^; but i'm not as disappointed in myself as i thought i would be. i tried my best and failed (probably), i studied so hard during the whole weekend.
AND the assistant supervising the exam was so good looking that i couldn't concentrate during the first hour DD: what were they thinking?! it must have been some evil scheme to make me fail even more!!!11 *cough* i'm retarded.
AND I SHOULD BE CRYING OR SOMETHING! but i'm just too tired. i'll have to re-take the exam (most likely)... and the re-exams suck, because all the hard work i did with the fuxxing laskarit is totally ignored and the questions are even more difficult (how is that even possible >.<''?)
and when i fail with my studies it means i'm this much closer to being a bum. you see, if i don't get enough studies done, i wont get any money DDD:
during the exam miyavi's baka na hito and the song i am strong enough (don't know whose song it is ^^;) were playing in my head at the same time. "sayonara.... baka na hito~ I AM STRONG ENOUGH, TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU, SRTONG ENOUGH---" and then it went back to the sayonara-part .D and every now and then hitomi takahashi's azora no namida would mix in *laughs* i almost started to laugh at one point .D
now i should start reading for the next exam... which is on wednesday .___.''