thursdays suck.
i hate thursdays. i hate them so much.
and even the thought of weekend doesn't cheer me up. fakku. i have 1000000001 things to do this weekend and i would like to sleep. i feel so tired. i'm sure i'd be happier if i had slept more. i want to thank you guys for the parcels once more. they are pretty much the only thing that makes me smile today. it's good to know i have somewhere people who care. no matter how hard i try to like these people here, i miss you so much. they aren't making my task of liking them easy at all. they hang out with me only as long as they can gain something by doing that. it sucks. i don't want to be friends with people like that. but i need them, that's the worst part in all this. i really do need them. i can't survive without someone to talk to.
i ate 100g of chocolate. it had nuts in it. and it made me happy. as if it'd really help. actually it does, but afterwards i feel guilty. i don't want to get any fatter than this D<
i like kazoku.
and even the thought of weekend doesn't cheer me up. fakku. i have 1000000001 things to do this weekend and i would like to sleep. i feel so tired. i'm sure i'd be happier if i had slept more. i want to thank you guys for the parcels once more. they are pretty much the only thing that makes me smile today. it's good to know i have somewhere people who care. no matter how hard i try to like these people here, i miss you so much. they aren't making my task of liking them easy at all. they hang out with me only as long as they can gain something by doing that. it sucks. i don't want to be friends with people like that. but i need them, that's the worst part in all this. i really do need them. i can't survive without someone to talk to.
i ate 100g of chocolate. it had nuts in it. and it made me happy. as if it'd really help. actually it does, but afterwards i feel guilty. i don't want to get any fatter than this D<
i like kazoku.