my roses died.
i read my old diaries this morning. i mean the ones that no one (except for me) has ever read and never will, old school paper stuff... it didn't make me laugh like i thought it would. i just read them and realized that many of the things i wrote about at that time (in the past 6 years) are still the same. i feel the same, though most of the silly crushes and fun stuff like that are gone. there has been so little growth in me that it's shocking. i'm still the same. i may drink alcohol and go to bars and stay up all night if i want to, but i'm still basically a kid. i have pretty much the same goals that i had 6 years ago, though these days i hide them even from myself. *hits herself with a cake server* baka.
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my roses died D: i was so eagerly waiting to see them bloom, but the cold killed them ;___; ...they would have been white *sob*
but i planted some other plats so it made me feel a little better. i think i'll put a few pics her. -runs outside to take pictures with the crappy celly-
-comes back two hours later-
okay. my cell phone sucks. the battery died without any warning so that i couldn't send the files to my PC *sigh* this was like the grande finale (or something like that >.<'') to my hellish day. i've been reading the second enrance exam book but i still have like 100 pages to go. i think i can't make it in time. then i went to buy the plants with mom and dad. it was ~tadam~ like battle royale there... or something. it's a miracle we all made it back home alive.
now the pics. and NO, there are no ihkubeibejä in this post. if you are in need of those, go and take a look at pavla's, siprim's or baa's today's posts xDDDD there is all the hip-shaking you'll ever need. oh... and yamapi's nipple is in siprim's post o.O;
i didn't take any pictures of the late rose ;___; all there is left are the thorns.... u____u;
okay. summary: today sucked big time. my roses are dead and i haven't smiled even once, except for the past 10 minutes i've had this grin on my face, but it's only because i opened my friends page and it was filled with j-pop fangirling xDDD
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my roses died D: i was so eagerly waiting to see them bloom, but the cold killed them ;___; ...they would have been white *sob*
but i planted some other plats so it made me feel a little better. i think i'll put a few pics her. -runs outside to take pictures with the crappy celly-
-comes back two hours later-
okay. my cell phone sucks. the battery died without any warning so that i couldn't send the files to my PC *sigh* this was like the grande finale (or something like that >.<'') to my hellish day. i've been reading the second enrance exam book but i still have like 100 pages to go. i think i can't make it in time. then i went to buy the plants with mom and dad. it was ~tadam~ like battle royale there... or something. it's a miracle we all made it back home alive.
now the pics. and NO, there are no ihkubeibejä in this post. if you are in need of those, go and take a look at pavla's, siprim's or baa's today's posts xDDDD there is all the hip-shaking you'll ever need. oh... and yamapi's nipple is in siprim's post o.O;
i didn't take any pictures of the late rose ;___; all there is left are the thorns.... u____u;
okay. summary: today sucked big time. my roses are dead and i haven't smiled even once, except for the past 10 minutes i've had this grin on my face, but it's only because i opened my friends page and it was filled with j-pop fangirling xDDD