May 03, 2005 21:36
Lately I've been seeming to fall in on myself. I want really badly to be antisocial, but I won't let myself because I know what acting like that does to me (In other words andrea actually angry at every one not just pretending.) The more I force my self to be social the more unnatural my actions become. It's like I've become more and less confident both at the same time. One thing is good about this whole situation though, I don't give a crap how other people think any more frankly the whole world could hate me (except for a few choice people) and it wouldn't faze me in the slightest.
(Oh extra note I went to a concert dressed up so I feel spiffy today, and yea I know I'm weird)