It's Been A Dark Week

[himenojigoku]

Let me just say that it WAS a dark day when i found Amy Winehouse died. But today/tonight is just the worst. We've been plagued by deaths in the beloved Visual Kei world of J-rock. It was a lot of people. And just before we lost an X-member :'( But when I tell you that I'm really crying believe me. I'm sitting here listening to Utakata and looking at twitter to see everyone shocked including Ruki of the Gazette. Our angel has went to heaven along with the others. *cries* Just listening to his voice is making me cry. I didn't even do this when Michael Jackson died. This is my darkest moment of the year I think. I knew Kagrra more than I did X and I only became a fan 2 years ago. Just before they broke up. I am sad about that. Now when I expected to hear Isshi's voice once more later when his single was going to be released, he dies. T.T He died. At first I didn't believe it but everyone is confirming it. And the fact that he died a week ago just makes my heart hurt. My people we have just lost some real talent in this cold cruel world. They we're the ones making it bearable. Unless I really like the person, I don't usually cry for celebs. Why is he different? I don't know. This is just too sad. It's like a candle lighting the way has just blown out. I can't figure what else to say besides I loved his voice. His voice attracted me before his looks. I was hoping maybe they would do a reunion in the future but now it's been cruelly snatched away before it even became a dream. All I can say is that I loved you while you were on this earth. Even if we didn't meet personally nor did i get a chance to see kagrra's concerts. I truly regret finding out so late. Forgive me *bows*

R.I.P ISSHI R.I.P KAGRRA