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I know I don't update nearly as much as I should.
But I tell you people... I do read your LJ posts. Everyday actually. I just don't.. always.. reply to them or anything. I couldn't tell you why.
Well, why else would someone go on hiatus from LJ and then randomly come back?! Because she's depressed!! Da da daaa!!! Surprise surprise. -.-;
Things have been going pretty well for me. School's out. Thank God. 2 1/2 months of freedom. (Except from my family, which I will get approx 2 weeks away from mom but with sisters when I visited mine father's house!)
But.. Rachel had a graduation party today... and a bunch of her friends and a couple of my friends came over to hang out. (Mine came over as a saving grace from Rachel and her soon-to-be-freshman friends) Amanda, later on, went with her boyfriend, and I'm sure a couple of friends, to go out and do something. Not sure what.
We all hung out and watched my new bought movie, Kung Pow (for those of you who haven't seen it and are easily amused, I recommend this for you; aka Becca)
After Mike and Chris and I went back in the woods behind my house and burned dry leaves and the such. We made 4 fires. It was awesome. Rachel and her friends played with water balloons, water guns, and then went to the park.. AND THEN played soccer at the park. XD
When the party started dying, and people started going home, Michael invited Chris and I back to his house to hang. I ended up not going due to a ride back, and Chris couldn't go because his parents didn't want to be semi responsible for the kids Michael was stuck babysitting.
So Chris and I hung out and watched CSI. (I had also just bought the $73.99 5th season of CSI for $14.99.. I was SOOO psyched. There is absolutely nothing wrong with them. Not even ONE scratch. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥) And then he left at 8. Rachel's friend Kelsey is sleeping over. And Amanda wasn't there anymore. So I decided to harrass mother to bring me to Michael's anyways since she had to go out and get a prescription at Walgreens.
Well, I got to drive to Michael's. I got there around 9 or so. We hung around. Burned things. I met his friend Melody. She was awesome, too. All 3 of us sat and roasted marshmellows. Fun fun. Well, I get a call around 10:20 or so.. and it's mom telling me she is on her way to pick me up. And I have to make a decision whether or not I wanna get picked up, or sleep over Mike's. Well, I have we have a birthday to go to early tomorrow. And I needed to be home to get up early. Because his guardians aren't too reliable. So she picked me up.
Some where between Chris' departure and being at Mike's.. I realized I was depressed. Not a fucking clue why.. And now, here I am.. back in my room.. writing on my LiveJournal. -.-; *sigh*
AND on top of that.. I'm sick to my stomach. Go me. I'm really at it.
So... I don't feel like sleeping. And eating my depression and life is out of the question. XD
So, here I am..
Ah, fuck. That's right. I DO have that damn party tomorrow. And I don't wanna sleep. That always sucks ass. *sigh* Alas, I do not know what I'm going to do. I'm expecting Micahel to call back eventually. Him and Melody are hanging out. Without me. Blah. Assholes. XD Naw, I love them. Michael is cool. Probably the closest thing I've ever had to a brother. We actually abuse each other. XDXD Anyways. Maybe I'm a little depressed because he's going to Job Core in Gainesville. (long story. But long story short, one of my best friends is leaving me because his aunt and uncle think he's a worhtless piece of shit.)(LOOOONG story short, his mother is dead and father is in jail.. so his aunt and uncle are his guardians.. and the kids he was babysitting that I mentioned earlier were his 2 cousins, Autumn and Chance.) That's gonna blow. I'm gonna miss him.
Well, I think maybe I blabbed enough. >.<;; Who's gonna actually read my mile long entry, I don't know. Good luck. Have fun.
I feel old.. -.-;
But I tell you people... I do read your LJ posts. Everyday actually. I just don't.. always.. reply to them or anything. I couldn't tell you why.
Well, why else would someone go on hiatus from LJ and then randomly come back?! Because she's depressed!! Da da daaa!!! Surprise surprise. -.-;
Things have been going pretty well for me. School's out. Thank God. 2 1/2 months of freedom. (Except from my family, which I will get approx 2 weeks away from mom but with sisters when I visited mine father's house!)
But.. Rachel had a graduation party today... and a bunch of her friends and a couple of my friends came over to hang out. (Mine came over as a saving grace from Rachel and her soon-to-be-freshman friends) Amanda, later on, went with her boyfriend, and I'm sure a couple of friends, to go out and do something. Not sure what.
We all hung out and watched my new bought movie, Kung Pow (for those of you who haven't seen it and are easily amused, I recommend this for you; aka Becca)
After Mike and Chris and I went back in the woods behind my house and burned dry leaves and the such. We made 4 fires. It was awesome. Rachel and her friends played with water balloons, water guns, and then went to the park.. AND THEN played soccer at the park. XD
When the party started dying, and people started going home, Michael invited Chris and I back to his house to hang. I ended up not going due to a ride back, and Chris couldn't go because his parents didn't want to be semi responsible for the kids Michael was stuck babysitting.
So Chris and I hung out and watched CSI. (I had also just bought the $73.99 5th season of CSI for $14.99.. I was SOOO psyched. There is absolutely nothing wrong with them. Not even ONE scratch. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥) And then he left at 8. Rachel's friend Kelsey is sleeping over. And Amanda wasn't there anymore. So I decided to harrass mother to bring me to Michael's anyways since she had to go out and get a prescription at Walgreens.
Well, I got to drive to Michael's. I got there around 9 or so. We hung around. Burned things. I met his friend Melody. She was awesome, too. All 3 of us sat and roasted marshmellows. Fun fun. Well, I get a call around 10:20 or so.. and it's mom telling me she is on her way to pick me up. And I have to make a decision whether or not I wanna get picked up, or sleep over Mike's. Well, I have we have a birthday to go to early tomorrow. And I needed to be home to get up early. Because his guardians aren't too reliable. So she picked me up.
Some where between Chris' departure and being at Mike's.. I realized I was depressed. Not a fucking clue why.. And now, here I am.. back in my room.. writing on my LiveJournal. -.-; *sigh*
AND on top of that.. I'm sick to my stomach. Go me. I'm really at it.
So... I don't feel like sleeping. And eating my depression and life is out of the question. XD
So, here I am..
Ah, fuck. That's right. I DO have that damn party tomorrow. And I don't wanna sleep. That always sucks ass. *sigh* Alas, I do not know what I'm going to do. I'm expecting Micahel to call back eventually. Him and Melody are hanging out. Without me. Blah. Assholes. XD Naw, I love them. Michael is cool. Probably the closest thing I've ever had to a brother. We actually abuse each other. XDXD Anyways. Maybe I'm a little depressed because he's going to Job Core in Gainesville. (long story. But long story short, one of my best friends is leaving me because his aunt and uncle think he's a worhtless piece of shit.)(LOOOONG story short, his mother is dead and father is in jail.. so his aunt and uncle are his guardians.. and the kids he was babysitting that I mentioned earlier were his 2 cousins, Autumn and Chance.) That's gonna blow. I'm gonna miss him.
Well, I think maybe I blabbed enough. >.<;; Who's gonna actually read my mile long entry, I don't know. Good luck. Have fun.
I feel old.. -.-;