~~of hackers and friends :|
..sometime I ask myself if I'm really a good person or not..i know i'm not perfect but the fact that in everything i do, there's always seem to be something wrong..i don't really know what to feel.. :(
..i know that i live my life the way that i want it..the way that people around me would be proud of me by doing great things in a good way..but one way or the other..there are always those people who'll try to bring you down..i don't know if it's because of insecurity or just because they really hate you..
..admit it or not..i'm really affected by it..hackers and everything..oh yes i am..that tumblr was my second account..maybe i should've have listen to my friend before..she told me not to make another one..i thought about it but eventually i made another one not knowing that it will result a ruckus between me and one of my friends there..
..she's just not like any other friend, she was my first 'litlle sister" there..and i don't have enough reasons to bash her..but i don't think we'll be in good terms again..and i have to accept that as a fact now..
..as for the "hacker"..i don't think she really hacked me considering that many people know my email and password..they could check my accounts anytime and anywhere they want..i just can't believe that someone would do something to me like that..now i don't know who are the people whom i can really trust..if "that person" is really the one who hacked me..i hope she'll begin to realize that what happened between us died a long time ago..i actually couldn't remember some of those..hating is really not a good feeling..
..oh well..it has happened..i honestly don't know what to do..my name is stained but i don't have enough strenght or courage to defend it..but as for now, i am glad that i still have friends who believed in me..i really owe them a lot for not leaving me..simple, THEY ARE TRUE FRIENDS, although they are just my virtual friends..i wish i could meet them personally someday..yep..someday.i would definitely meet them.. ♥
..i know that i live my life the way that i want it..the way that people around me would be proud of me by doing great things in a good way..but one way or the other..there are always those people who'll try to bring you down..i don't know if it's because of insecurity or just because they really hate you..
..admit it or not..i'm really affected by it..hackers and everything..oh yes i am..that tumblr was my second account..maybe i should've have listen to my friend before..she told me not to make another one..i thought about it but eventually i made another one not knowing that it will result a ruckus between me and one of my friends there..
..she's just not like any other friend, she was my first 'litlle sister" there..and i don't have enough reasons to bash her..but i don't think we'll be in good terms again..and i have to accept that as a fact now..
..as for the "hacker"..i don't think she really hacked me considering that many people know my email and password..they could check my accounts anytime and anywhere they want..i just can't believe that someone would do something to me like that..now i don't know who are the people whom i can really trust..if "that person" is really the one who hacked me..i hope she'll begin to realize that what happened between us died a long time ago..i actually couldn't remember some of those..hating is really not a good feeling..
..oh well..it has happened..i honestly don't know what to do..my name is stained but i don't have enough strenght or courage to defend it..but as for now, i am glad that i still have friends who believed in me..i really owe them a lot for not leaving me..simple, THEY ARE TRUE FRIENDS, although they are just my virtual friends..i wish i could meet them personally someday..yep..someday.i would definitely meet them.. ♥