Cherry
So why did I call it Cherry? It has nothing to do with Cherries, but 'Cherry' is what a HSJ fan calls themself...well, we kind of decided on that.
Speaking of the HSJ fans, I don't know about the organization of the Japanese fans, but us international fans need to come together or something. While HSJ and a lot of the HSJ international fans seem to be on break, I've been observing ARASHI. The ARASHI fans seem a tad more organized...probably because there are more of them and there are older people in charge of stuff...us HSJ fans, we're generally younger...still school-age, so we have to focus on school.
That leads me to my main point: I'm a bit unfocused right now. I'm supposed to be focusing on school, doing scholarship work and math, but instead I find myself always online. I know WHY I don't enjoy school that much right now- Mr. Gehosky's insane, journalism is pressuring, math is lonely, and World Lit is actually okay. I hardly see any of my friends other than at lunch and flex. The rest of the time I'm left to mingle with other schoolmates or drown in my own thoughts.
Lately, though, I've been falling asleep everywhere! I fall asleep on the bus, in first block, while Mr. Gehosky is talking, during Chorus, and especially in math (I'm in the center front row, and the teacher watched me fall asleep with my head up but my eyes closed and he was like "What are you doing?" My responce>>> "...I'm blinkng." Teacher>>> "That's a really long blink..."). It's like I can fall asleep anywhere except my ow bed at the time I'm supposed to be asleep. -_-
Other than falling asleep, I've been devoting all my time to internet activities...such as the hey_say community, youtube, facebook and fangirling. ^^;; 90% of the time, however, you'll find me on JUMPstart. That forum is addicting, yo. And it got remodeled recently, and I was chosen to be a mod. I was really excited about that for some reason....(now you can really tell how much I'm online...>.>) But seriously, I love talking with the other members there...even if most of them are younger than me. XD They're like younger sisters, but not really because they're all taller than me. Lately, though, they've all been occuppied by school. :( The ones in Asia probably have finals, and I guess the ones who live in western countries have standardized testing or something. :/ I can't wait until spring break (for everyone else. You know, PA is weird. When I lived in the southwest, we had a spring break)
Sooo...I've been working, watching ARASHI DVDs, and not thinking about college. The financial aid information is soon to come...it scares me to death. Soon will be a moment of truth. >.<
Then there's the people around me that I don't get at all. Sohee, who got into the Penn State honor college, has nothing to worry about. On the other hand, some of my friends haven't even filled out the FAFSA yet...it's such a contrast, and I feel that I'm somewhere in the middle, but yet I'm still extremely worried. It makes me sick being worried.
I'd like to get some sleep and unjumble all of my thoughts. ^-^;;; For now, I guess I just try to do my best in everything, from school to being a mod. XD
oh, and my foot is completely better.
Speaking of the HSJ fans, I don't know about the organization of the Japanese fans, but us international fans need to come together or something. While HSJ and a lot of the HSJ international fans seem to be on break, I've been observing ARASHI. The ARASHI fans seem a tad more organized...probably because there are more of them and there are older people in charge of stuff...us HSJ fans, we're generally younger...still school-age, so we have to focus on school.
That leads me to my main point: I'm a bit unfocused right now. I'm supposed to be focusing on school, doing scholarship work and math, but instead I find myself always online. I know WHY I don't enjoy school that much right now- Mr. Gehosky's insane, journalism is pressuring, math is lonely, and World Lit is actually okay. I hardly see any of my friends other than at lunch and flex. The rest of the time I'm left to mingle with other schoolmates or drown in my own thoughts.
Lately, though, I've been falling asleep everywhere! I fall asleep on the bus, in first block, while Mr. Gehosky is talking, during Chorus, and especially in math (I'm in the center front row, and the teacher watched me fall asleep with my head up but my eyes closed and he was like "What are you doing?" My responce>>> "...I'm blinkng." Teacher>>> "That's a really long blink..."). It's like I can fall asleep anywhere except my ow bed at the time I'm supposed to be asleep. -_-
Other than falling asleep, I've been devoting all my time to internet activities...such as the hey_say community, youtube, facebook and fangirling. ^^;; 90% of the time, however, you'll find me on JUMPstart. That forum is addicting, yo. And it got remodeled recently, and I was chosen to be a mod. I was really excited about that for some reason....(now you can really tell how much I'm online...>.>) But seriously, I love talking with the other members there...even if most of them are younger than me. XD They're like younger sisters, but not really because they're all taller than me. Lately, though, they've all been occuppied by school. :( The ones in Asia probably have finals, and I guess the ones who live in western countries have standardized testing or something. :/ I can't wait until spring break (for everyone else. You know, PA is weird. When I lived in the southwest, we had a spring break)
Sooo...I've been working, watching ARASHI DVDs, and not thinking about college. The financial aid information is soon to come...it scares me to death. Soon will be a moment of truth. >.<
Then there's the people around me that I don't get at all. Sohee, who got into the Penn State honor college, has nothing to worry about. On the other hand, some of my friends haven't even filled out the FAFSA yet...it's such a contrast, and I feel that I'm somewhere in the middle, but yet I'm still extremely worried. It makes me sick being worried.
I'd like to get some sleep and unjumble all of my thoughts. ^-^;;; For now, I guess I just try to do my best in everything, from school to being a mod. XD
oh, and my foot is completely better.