Growing up
It seems as I've found myself being more mature I seem to be growing out of needing to relate to people that have really helped me get where I am today. I don't find it shocking anymore that people hate me because of the things that I have or the way that I feel. It was so commonplace back then and it's still commonplace now. Sanzo I pity you for feeling so bitter but I want to thank you again for making me deal with the issues that I needed to deal with but I don't need nor want your hate or bitterness on my being engaged to a guy that MY ENTIRE FAMILY ON BOTH SIDES won't approve of. Nor the fact that John-Andrew and I both agree on the fact that we want to share our lives with another person and she'll never be able to say I'm married to the both of them because we love each other. I agree that it does suck for you and Gojyo that your bond and commitment to each other will probably never be recognized legally anytime soon but that's because the people that it matters to don't have a large enough public voice or people dedacated enough to keep on fighting nonstop for their legal rights. I am sorry to say in some ways that I've grownup and don't need you anymore. You only have my pity now. Nothing more nothing less. You can bloody well forget the commission to since dealing with me makes you so sick evidently.